| slightly uber. maybe all uber. |
[09 Jul 2008|12:13pm] |
i know it's been awhile and i haven't been around like i should be. i think i'm slipping. i mean because really, i don't even talk to anybody anymore and my own boyfriend is basically dead. i don't know how amazing that is - even worse because we had just gotten together and all that. but, i don't mind anymore because we've both ended in the same fate - basically dead. i don't blame him, i actually don't blame anybody. i don't know why i'm even posting this. but, it felt good to be able to breathe the air of livelyhood and all right now. i've been dead and gone for so long that it already feels like forever. my headspace mates are still up and alive - bravo for them.
let's face it though, guys. this place is dying and it's a shame and i hate it as much as the next person. but, all that we had is gone and left. i'd petition for an entirely brand new home, but i don't know. how do you think that will go?
i guess i'm alive too, to some extent.
i'm still very clueless as to why i posted this.
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