[July 19, 2008 @ 10:48pm] dokkunsan yumenomiyako go there. Comment

Drop [July 16, 2008 @ 3:03pm] fairies_sparkle [ mood | sad ] [ music | CrushCrushCrush - Paramore ] Well I really don't have any reason to really stay here anymore. So I'm not going to linger. Goodbye to all the friends and people I've met here, its been a good run and I'll miss you guys. If you want to talk to me, you know where to find me. Now without further adou....adieu. Comment

Drop. [July 14, 2008 @ 7:17pm] forever_amiable It's all done. My life has lost its meaning and I have no more reason to be here. Shin. I would stay for you, but I don't have the strength anymore. I will call you later to tell you. To all those who I've friended and loved, you will always be my friends and maybe in time, if you see me around- I'll be able to talk. For today though, it's all I can do to breathe. Farewell Miyako. You were a wonderful home and I shall never forget the memories your hallways hold. Read (5) Comment

slightly uber. maybe all uber. [July 09, 2008 @ 12:13pm] hideaki i know it's been awhile and i haven't been around like i should be. i think i'm slipping. i mean because really, i don't even talk to anybody anymore and my own boyfriend is basically dead. i don't know how amazing that is - even worse because we had just gotten together and all that. but, i don't mind anymore because we've both ended in the same fate - basically dead. i don't blame him, i actually don't blame anybody. i don't know why i'm even posting this. but, it felt good to be able to breathe the air of livelyhood and all right now. i've been dead and gone for so long that it already feels like forever. my headspace mates are still up and alive - bravo for them. let's face it though, guys. this place is dying and it's a shame and i hate it as much as the next person. but, all that we had is gone and left. i'd petition for an entirely brand new home, but i don't know. how do you think that will go? i guess i'm alive too, to some extent. i'm still very clueless as to why i posted this. Read (3) Comment

Well, well... [July 08, 2008 @ 11:23am] blackxcherry [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Justin Nozuka - After Tonight ] I bet you thought I was dead~ ♥ . In a way, I was. Today is my day off and I am fresh out of the shower after a long rest, I've got my feet up on my plush little couch in my stylish little apartment, eating a little breakfast and checking up on things online and listening to the news (my God, it's depressing, yet amusing ♥ ). There's actually a pool downstairs so I think I'll swim a few laps, then read for awhile, shop. Anything to block out my newly acquired habit of thinking way too fucking much. I've spent too much time thinking about the past and missing what I used to have. There are people I keep hoping to hear from that disappeared so quickly, but that's the way it is. When you can't provive someone with what they want, they have no more use for you. It sounds bitter but it's really not. How could it be? I've been the same way my entire life except for a small, small space of time when I lived for other people. And we all know how that worked out, hm? I don't know why the fuck I'm even typing this out now. *yawns* I was so~ ready to just fade out as the only "reason" I had for staying around no longer needs me but I guess I had something to say today. I'm a little vindicated by the quiet even though I had nothing to do with it. It all falls apart so easily~ There's someone else I've been talking to quietly who has learned this too. He's finally learned to stop hoping for more and looking for others you can depend on or someone who understands him best, he's learned to accept reality and be happy with that. He's lucky enough, the little brat, he can be taken care of for the rest of his natural life. In fact, "happy" and "happiness" are just idiotic ideals that keep us unsatisfied with what we have. Deny it all you want but even when you get what you want, you always want more, don't you~? Those 3 words keep popping up a lot around me lately. I don't hate them and I won't doubt that I'll feel them again but I'll never say them. If it bothers the person I'm with, they're free to go find someone who can spout it as easily as other people can. I've said them too much and heard them too much and it was empty and shallow. It was never love; it was just one of those things. But at least I've gotten over this shit to the point to where I can go back to working for what I want. I'm still at the club and I'll own my own by the time I'm 25 but I will do it by myself. And if anyone was wondering, no~ I didn't learn my "lesson". I'll still fuck whoever & whenever I want, it's a hell of a lot more honest and satisfying than the conventional. Been there, done that. Burned the fucker down. Had s'mores over the flames. Mm~ I don't want to be too lazy today, so I think I'll go swim now. If you're alive and kicking, say hello~ Read (36) Comment

(Go Tigers!) [July 05, 2008 @ 11:56pm] blond_bombshell Muses Name:Suzuki Akira (just call me)Reita Muses band/solo:Gazette Muses LJ:blond_bombshell Muses AIM sn:filthofbeauty SCHOOL INFO. Grade:11 Age:17 Activities:soccer,music club,theater club Read (123) Comment

Anyone wanna make some music? [July 04, 2008 @ 1:23pm] angela_aki [ mood | artistic ] I have the suddening urge just to write something amazing! Something that speak to people. If anyone that wants to help like to help me comment okay and let me know! Comment

Go tigers.. [July 04, 2008 @ 8:53am] obscured_diary Muses Name: Ruki Muses band/solo: The Gazette Muses LJ: obscured_diary Muses AIM sn: Obscured suicide SCHOOL INFO. Grade: 11 Age: 17 Activities: music appreciation club, choir. Read (116) Comment

argh. [June 27, 2008 @ 11:09pm] kawaiilovex3 Well. If anyone goes near my room and sees a white guitar, can you tell me? I..don't look forward to looking for it. >_____>;; Comment

I'm so bored [June 24, 2008 @ 7:37am] zhang_ziyi [ mood | bored ] I haven't had a match in awhile or been any place really. My mom wants me to her her with her work, but I really don't feel like it. Anyone wanna just get out. Away from parents and siblings just get away! Comment

drop [June 20, 2008 @ 4:12pm] ex_swansongs292 sorry to do this, but i'm dropping my muses. ^^;; that's tablo, arron, danson, wu zun, a chord, and kanon. Comment

[June 19, 2008 @ 10:51pm] ex_blackrang610 If one ranger goes, so does the other. i can still be reached you all know where. Comment

[June 19, 2008 @ 1:23pm] getya [ mood | bored ] Hi everyone! I'm Jungmin~~♥ And I'm pretty fantastic 8D SO ANYWAY! What do you guys do for fun around here? I'm bored D: Read (5) Comment

[June 19, 2008 @ 11:48am] ex_blackrang610 i like nuts. no really, i do. Read (1) Comment

Mod Post // [June 19, 2008 @ 11:46am] headofmiyako Sorry for the lack of Mod work, I sincerely apologize. >< If you are not on the claimslist, please put your information (claims form stuff) here and I will add you ♥ -mod of total failure. Read (3) Comment

Question [June 16, 2008 @ 6:46am] tomoya [ mood | amused ] If you had a million dollars what would you do with it hm? What would you buy would you give any money away? Read (1) Comment

Miyako High App [ GO TIGERS!] [June 15, 2008 @ 12:14am] getya Muses Name: Park Jungmin Muses band/solo: SS501 Muses LJ: getya Muses AIM sn: its a request SCHOOL INFO. Grade: 11 Age: 17 Activities: dance club, drama club Read (1) Comment

Go Tigers! [June 09, 2008 @ 9:39pm] krazykoyama Muses Name: Koyama Keiichiro Muses band/solo: NewS Muses LJ: krazykoyama Muses AIM sn: krazykoyama SCHOOL INFO. Grade: 10th Age: 16 Activities: Choir, Homemaker's Club Read (11) Comment

[June 09, 2008 @ 1:34pm] allnightlong [ mood | curious ] How does the thought of eating a worm ... cross a little kid's mind? Read (15) Comment

HEY 8D [June 09, 2008 @ 10:16am] hiropon I think I died a little~ So just to remind you. I'm Hiroto, whoo~ and in a little while, I will no longer be a freshman! :D So what's up, all? Read (8) Comment

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