Stiles Stilinski [Teen Wolf] (fragilebones) wrote in missoularp, @ 2019-04-12 11:15:00 |
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Entry tags: | !75 points, !april, !log, !match up, betty cooper (iconicponytail), stiles stilinski (fragilebones) |
Who: Betty Cooper and Stiles Stilinski
What: Match Up
Where: Outside at the apartment complex
When: Morning
Warnings: Stiles has anxiety
Status: Closed, Match Up
Stiles wasn't sleeping. How could he, in this strange place, where he didn't really know anyone. He knew Malia of course, but she was angry with him and didn't want anything to do with him. He couldn't blame her for that. He'd been stupid, he'd hurt her, and now he was paying the price.
He didn't have his adderol, and he didn't have his pillow. His dad wasn't here, Scott wasn't here. He had nothing and no one to keep him grounded, or focused. He felt like he was all over the place, like he couldn't settle down, and like he was going to crawl out of his skin at any given moment.
He couldn't stand being cooped up in the apartment. He tried, but he felt like the walls were closing in on him. He forced himself, when it was dark outside, to stay inside. But when there was daylight, he was outside where there were no walls. One less thing to make him feel like he was slowly suffocating.
He had a spot he preferred. He liked to sit near the apartment complex pool. There weren't many people around, not like if the apartments were full of tenants. There was no one in the pool. It was just a mildly peaceful place where he could sit and try to outrun his thoughts of anarchy and doom.