onedaylisa (onedaylisa) wrote in misplacedrpg, @ 2020-04-22 20:37:00 |
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Entry tags: | !complete, !msg, character: lisa turpin, character: neville longbottom, time: 2020 04 |
Message: So, about that.
Who: Lisa & Neville
What: Lisa admits some things to her bestie, Neville.
When: 4/22/20; morning.
Warnings: Discussion of adult topics, TW: abuse.
Completion Status: Complete.
Hey, so, I wasn't totally honest the other day when I had like no idea how to comfort you. This might make you hate me forever, but I need to tell you the truth.
When I was sent here - however, whoever sent me, whatever - I was... relieved. I know, that sounds insane, and of course I missed you and Hannah and Sally but like... I wasn't in a good place in London. Well, I wasn't in a good place in Paris. Before London. Well, before the Battle. Before You-Know-Who was defeated and I ended up in the hospital and you know that part.
You don't know what I went through in the year before that. And that's not to compare and say I had it worse than any of you guys who stayed in school, honestly I can't imagine what you all went through and I wish I could have been there to help and I hope you know all of that. I hope you know I'm not comparing. It was literal torture what you went through.
But like, emotionally I was in a bad place. There was this guy. He was older. He was from Paris. And he wasn't a nice guy. That's putting it lightly.
I didn't know how to comfort you because I don't miss my old life. I mean, this isn't ideal, even I'll admit that, but I don't miss the 'real world' at all. I don't miss who I was there. I was weak, and stupid, and helpless. And here, I'm not. I don't have to be that anymore, you see?
So, I'm sorry, I wasn't a good friend to you.
Yours,
~ Lisa