Alicia Spinnet-Pucey (_alicia_) wrote in misplacedrpg, |
Lisa,
I did find him. In every way, except one, he is the exact same man I know. I'll always be able to find him. Honestly, I don't know how it went. I know I said too much, too soon, and that was my mistake. He was... younger than I thought he would be, so obviously not ready for this.
You have nothing to apologize for. At all. How could I possibly hate you?
As it is, I'm okay, though it feels odd to miss someone who's almost literally within shouting distance. It's odd, because I didn't miss him like this before. It's like... he and the children were all taken care of, but now that he's here, it's only the children that are taken care of. Does that make sense?
As for him, I don't think he's in a good place. He still sees himself as a villain, though he never was. And yes, he has always been a grump, even back in school.
I don't know if I really need anything, other than knowing that he'll be okay, and that someone will keep an eye out for him. That whiskey... he doesn't know it, but it's his favourite, so if ever he's in the pub, please serve that for him. I will pay whatever difference there might be between what he wanted and what he gets. Or something like that. I don't know. Is that silly? I just want him to have what he likes.
Ugh! I don't know. Maybe I'm not okay, but really, I'm not the one you should worry about. I'll be fine. I'm not the one whose mind is being messed with here.
Thank you, Lisa. Really ♥
~Alicia