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Satine ([info]softest_diamond) wrote in [info]mirage_rpg,
@ 2008-07-13 13:53:00

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Entry tags:arrival, complete, day 7, pheromones, satine, severus snape

Day Seven
Who? Satine and Severus Snape
Where? Hot springs area
When? Sunrise
What? Satine's arrival and pheromone trouble
Rating? NC-17 for unbridled passion
Status: Complete



It seemed that death was always a sudden and unwelcome visitor. Spectacular, Spectacular! had not gone swimmingly. A whole mess had been happening for quite a few days, and Satine's soul was weary. Worse than her soul, however, was the condition of her body. Consumption was by no means a kind disease; it was a plague of the poor. Though she was successful and well loved, Satine did not have money, nor did she have time. From the moment she'd found out that she was ill, she knew that she was dying - and fast. Still, this was her chance to be a real actress instead of just a courtesan. It was her chance to fulfill her dream and maybe, just maybe, she'd get to leave the Moulin Rouge for a short time. Over the course of the past few weeks, however, her world had crumbled around her. She'd found Christian, loved him, lost him. She'd been forced into the arms of The Duke, loved him in a different way, and lost everything. She was tired, she was alone, and that performance was all she had left. It was the sunset of her life. Though Christian had returned to her, and they had reconciled, the damage was already done and she was condemned to an early end.

His hands were so warm as she laid there in his arms, a stark contrast to the gradual freeze moving over her body. "I'm cold, Christian," she mumbled, though lack of breath prevented her words from getting very far. "I'm so cold." Holding onto him would not help her now. Where she was going, it was necessary that she go alone. Born into nothing, she was leaving nothing behind. But no, it was not nothing. It was a love that had given her life meaning. As she watched Christian, she trembled, too weak to try to comfort him. He was saying words, but she heard them as if she were under water. He sounded so far away. It was at that moment that she realized that this was the end. The curtain had almost completely fallen. Mustering her last few breaths, she looked at him tenderly, fighting to send forth her last will.

"Tell our story Christian...that way I'll...I'll always be...with you..."

Her eyes closed for the last time, and Satine, The Sparkling Diamond, became part of the world's history, or so she thought. It seemed that a lonely planet cared for the flickering starlight that was Satine's life.

Sensation slowly entered her body, eradicating that chill blackness that had settled inside of her. She became aware of the soft sound of water, perhaps a few waves here and there. Heat of some sort flowed over her skin like a breath. There was soft grass around her, and smooth rock also, which was less than comfortable considering the amount of diamonds on her dress. As awareness flowed over her, Satine could not stand it anymore. She attempted to open her eyes and, indeed, they opened, revealing to her a place that was clearly not the Moulin Rouge, nor Paris, nor anywhere else she'd ever been nor heard about in tales. As humans are generally logical creatures, her brain began to work, assessing the situation. She had died of consumption. Of that, she was certain. This was a lush, beautiful land somewhere after death. This, then, was heaven, or perhaps the Elysian fields. She very much preferred the idea of Elysian fields to the idea of becoming an angel who sat on a cloud and never got to truly perform, only sing hymns of praise.

Sitting up, slowly, as not to hurt herself or get any nasty shocks, she raised a hand to delicately rub her eyes. She was still dressed in full stage garb, diamond headdress sparkling in the rising sun. "Where am I?" she whispered, putting a hand to her throat. "And what do I do now?"



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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-13 10:13 pm UTC (link)
Severus Snape was really not at all sure what to make of his new surroundings. Plucked from a tortured existence wherein he was condemned by fate and honour to place himself in great danger, he found himself now in a sort of paradise where all his needs were met, and all his desires filled. Well, almost. He still had to negotiate socially as usual with free-willed fellow inhabitants. Still, there wasn't much wrong with this... Mirage. If he didn't know better, he might think he had been slain instantly by the Dark Lord, and conveyed bodily to Paradise. It was just that he was sure he would have remembered something as dramatic as that. No, all he remembered was waking up yesterday in a mountain meadow overlooking this place, being greeted by an odd young man, and being introduced to his new life by means of a plaque and a room key.

The room had been nice: dark woods, dark velvets, high windows. It had been cool, unlike the local environment, and Snape had found a laboratory en suite, lined with shelves and cabinets, filled with many of the ingredients he would have chosen were he to have filled them himself. Altogether most satisfactory. After 'settling himself in' he had discovered the dining hall. Though he had never been obsessed with the pleasures of food, it was pleasant to know that he had been brought to a place with the same level service he was accustomed to expect from the Hogwart's house-elves. All in all, he was enjoying his new situation immensely.

This morning, he had made the uncharacteristic decision to go for a walk for the simple pleasure of it. Practiced as he was at gathering herbs and other reagents for his potion-making, he knew the best times to venture forth. Today, for example, he knew that the morning would be the best time to walk. Besides, he was much less likely to be disturbed at that time. Though he had not met up with any of his fellow lodgers, several of them looked distinctly unpleasant.

Making his way out of the ranch in the earliest light of dawn, he made his way back the way he had came. Perhaps if he revisited the area he had appeared in, he might find some clue as to the means of his arrival. He strode comfortably in his black robes, breathing deeply in the crisp air. There was an odd scent on the breeze today, and he could not place it. It reminded him of jasmine, but also of rose, gardenia, and ylang ylang. Those were not flowers that customarily grew or blossomed together, so the perfume must be artificial. Snape hoped it was not a feature of the resort.

As he clambered over the dry rocky ground, his eye caught the glint of something sparkling in the light of the rising sun. What could it be? As he came closer, it became quite evident that there was not one sparkle, but many, and that together they covered a young woman who was just now sitting up several feet from him. She looked rather bewildered. Perhaps a new arrival? Well, he supposed it fell to him to fill her in.

"Hello. Lost, are we?"

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-13 10:53 pm UTC (link)
So bewildered by her new surroundings, Satine hadn't even heard the man approaching. That was strange for her, a usually keen observer, to miss something like that. When she heard his voice, her head snapped up, those icy blue eyes of hers scanning him over before locking on his face. His appearance was perplexing. Why would someone in paradise be dressed in so much black? Then again, some would ask why she was dressed as a courtesan of the Far East.

Satine rose to her feet slowly, a little bit shaky still and unsure on her legs. She delicately brushed off her garments, making sure that there were no grass stains on what of the fabric she could see, and took a moment to rub some of her smeared mascara away. Her chest still felt a little tight, but it was nothing like her last few moments had been. Part of her supposed that not even death could remove such deeply rooted scars. Once she was certain that she looked presentable, she decided she could attempt to interact with him.

"Good..." she looked around, "morning. Um... Hello. Lost? Well, I am not quite sure about that. I mean, if you're lost you're in a place unknown to you, and you usually don't know how, exactly, you got there. I, at the moment, actually do know how I got there. You see, I was very ill, and I suppose that this is where people go after they...pass. But it seems that I am not quite certain, now that I am in fact here, where to go or what to do or what is expected of me. I mean, it's very difficult to plan a course of action without knowing someone's expectations."

She smiled faintly at the end of her rambling. It had been good, wordy, eloquent. As she was a stranger in a strange land, the thought had instantly occurred to her that she would have to work, very hard, once more to garner the adoration and affection of those that she encountered. It was not a welcome compulsion, but she would deal with it. A diamond never loses its sparkle.

Realizing how rude she must seem, she moved a little closer to him. The bells on the silver chain around her waist jingled ever so slightly as she moved. Offering a hand to the strange man, she bowed her head and curtsied a little. "My name is Satine. I am pleased to make your acquaintance, kind Sir."

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-14 08:51 am UTC (link)
The instant the bediamonded woman spoke, Snape was struck. As her dulcet tones cascaded through his ears like the most beautiful wind chimes, he realized that never before had he gaze upon so perfect a countenance. Everything about her delighted his eyes to the point that he knew that he was not worthy to have them. Who was he, a lowly professor of magic, that Fate should have granted him the opportunity to look even once upon such fully perfect beauty? His now somewhat stunned stare traced irresistibly the smooth lines of her face, her neck, her body. Every part of her sparkled up at him, like an angel mocking him with her otherworldly light. Before he lost himself in that vortex of blissful contemplation, he forced himself to speak.

"Satine...? The pleasure, let me be the first to assure you, is undoubtedly completely mine."

Emboldened by her perfect beauty, he dared to reach out his hand to her, offering her assistance in rising from her seated position. It was not right that a creature as angelic as she should sit in the morning dew like a helpless fawn awaiting the day. He did not, however, dare to imagine how he might feel if she should accept his offer and touch even that small part of his body, lest he be overwhelmed and lose his nerve.

"My name, if I may be so presumptuous, is Severus Snape, my Lady. If I may be so bold, I will say to you that, though I have only been here a short day myself, you are truly the most beautiful and amazing woman I have seen here. Though I am ashamed to say I had my doubts about whether this truly is Paradise, I can tell you that all such thoughts have been well and truly banished now that I have encountered you."

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-14 04:40 pm UTC (link)
Oh dear, that look. The courtesan had seen that look before; it wasn't difficult for the trained eye to notice. It wasn't that she was vain or full of herself, she just knew how easy it was for men to be struck stupid by a woman who knew herself and knew how to present herself to men so that they would be taken with her. She'd seen that look in hundreds of thousands of customers, in The Duke, in Christian. It was a neutral look, neither good nor evil, though it was immensely powerful. As fate would have it, however, she was powerless against it. Such a look was what she lived for. As far as most people were concerned, Satine was a piece of art on loan to the world. She was to be looked at, admired, adored. A decade or so in such a position had taught her to embrace it, to own it, to love it. She loved the look, and that love was enough to fool the man who gave it into thinking that she loved him.

Such trickery was not meant with malice. It was meant with the best of intentions. Who, after all, didn't want to feel loved? That was what had made life with Christian both so wonderful and so difficult. Satine was a woman who, really, belonged to no one but the Moulin Rouge. She was an object, not a subject. She had given him, however, the fragment of her heart that she could call her own, and she would never regret it. It seemed that the afterlife, without Christian, was a transition back to normal. It was no accident that she was who she had become if she remained the same in The After as in The Before.

The offered hand was a welcome relief as well as a test, and one that she'd hoped would eventually come. Was she tangible or some spirit, an image made of smoke and mirrors? Satine carefully grasped his hand with her fingers; they did not pass right through. A smile crossed her lips as he assisted her in rising, her bells jingling a bit more. Even more surprising, he was not cold, nor did he seem to recoil from a strange frigidity in her fingers. The icy cold of death was no longer upon her.

"Severus Snape...?" Well, that certainly wasn't French. His voice seemed more like Christian's, as well. British, then? She wouldn't ask. It seemed rude. So there weren't separate countries in the afterlife... It was time to turn on the charm. Meeting new people was always her forté because she could be so warm and welcoming yet so very distant and mysterious. "My, that certainly sounds exotic. Intriguing, if you will allow me. And while the pleasure may be yours, Sir, the thanks for such delightful company in such a short time in an unfamiliar place belongs to me. As do your most beautiful words."

Further study only brought more questions to her mind. His clothing was unorthodox, to say the least, hardly the fashion of 1899 Paris. Then again, he wasn't Parisian, so that might explain it. In the back of her mind there was a slight gasp. Had the English already moved on to blaze the trail of twentieth century fashion? It could not be! And his face...though he seemed sweet and kind, there was something very hard, very sad about him. Part of him reminded her of The Duke, though the kind parts of that man, what few there were, and part of him reminded her of Harold. Though neither man that she could see in this Monsieur Severus Snape was quite right. He was interesting. He was someone that she felt like she could help, given enough time and energy, to feel even a little better. Satine so adored the damaged and broken people of the world.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-14 04:40 pm UTC (link)
His praise brightened her face with a smile. It never hurt to hear that she was beautiful. His mention of Paradise, though, almost caught her attention more. He was not chatty, like most men that she met, and that almost frustrated her. It was somewhat refreshing, however, to not have information poured on her. Taking his hand in both of hers, she held it tightly, looking up into his eyes. "I cannot tell you how thankful I am that you have found me, Monsieur Snape. I cannot imagine trying to negotiate this place by myself. I am sad to hear that you, like myself, are recently deceased, but at least we have lived our lives in such a way that we were able to find Paradise. Throughout my life I had often wondered if it would be possible for me to end here instead of the alternative. Though we have lost much, we must rejoice in what we have found. It seems we are reborn unto ourselves in a wholly different place."

She flushed and let go, looking away and moving away a few paces. A soft cough escaped her. She hadn't had that delicate a cough in a long time. Embarrassment, a sensation she was not accustomed to, claimed her. "Please forgive me. I do not usually wax philosophical. Pardon my silly musings." She rubbed her cheek and smoothed her hair, gazing off at the horizon, impossibly embarrassed that she'd let so much personal information flow so freely.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-14 11:20 pm UTC (link)
As Satine's smooth slender fingers clasped Snape's rough hand, a shiver went through him. To be in the presence of such a divine being was a gift beyond price, but to actually be touched bodily by such perfection was thing not to be contemplated for fear it would drive one mad with obsession. The besotted professor pulled the bejeweled courtesan lightly to her feet with an air of gracious servitude, for how could one behave otherwise in such a fortunate situation? He knew without the necessity of thinking the thought that he was prepared to do anything he could to further the pleasure of her moments and win the blissful bequeathment of her favour.

"No, my Lady Satine, I am not French, though I have often visited your fair country, and am not unaccustomed to its ways."

With that, he acted boldly upon a whim that had struck him whilst she spoke. "Carpe diem" a muggle poet was said to have written. And if this was not a day to be seized, Snape did not know what was. Stepping back and bending at the waist, he raised Satine's pale, angelic hand to his lowered lips, murmured over them between light kisses.

"My words merely reflect the beauty before me, lady, a beauty that fills my eyes and all my senses until they cannot but spill forth in endless streams of praise, lavish and fulsome. I would bathe you in my adoration until you are set adrift on a sea of bliss, lofted on a tide of verse and compliment, until you are carried to the heavens, to be fixed in the stars for eternity, as you so unquestionably deserve."

Disinclined to overdo it, Snape lifted his reluctant lips and gazed once more into the sparkling eyes of the woman before him, a woman he was beginning to suspect he loved more than he had previously thought possible. Vaguely he remembered another... but no, it was a mere fancy, an idle boyish fantasy, blown away now as a puff of mist by the radiant sun that stood before him.

"Mademoiselle Satine, 'rejoice' is far too weak a word to accurately describe how we must feel to have found one another in this place. Though this may be the afterlife, I am sure now that, had I known you would be here for me, I would have ended myself many years ago. Nothing that I have lost is equal to what I have gained. Your philosophical musings can do naught but delight me. I have less than nothing to forgive."

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-15 04:59 pm UTC (link)
For once the courtesan was speechless. Christian, he wrote well and sang such beautiful, impromptu songs, though this strange and passionate man rivaled him in eloquence and spontaneity of thoughts translated beautifully into word and action. As kisses flooded over the backs of her hands, Satine did not dare pull away. She wanted to hear more. He, frankly, reminded her of Christian. It was both a blessing and a curse, for he would never be Christian, and if this was where souls went when they died, well, to even spend a little time with another was infidelity. Still, in life Christian had known the rules. He had known who she was, what she was, and what she did. Hopefully he knew her well enough, now, to know that she could never possibly love another as much as she had loved him. She so hated to be lonely, though...

"Ah, Monsieur Snape, you misunderstand. I, Satine, am The Sparkling Diamond. I am not a star. A star, you see, burns inconsistently; its light waxes and wanes, it can be covered by a cloud, and will eventually disappear. A diamond, as they say, is eternal. Nothing can break a diamond, nothing can mar a diamond; it is a constant in a world of inconstancies. A diamond is everlasting, ever memorable, and ever beautiful. I take pride that such a nickname was given me."

Smiling coyly, she turned, stretching a bit. It really was a beautiful place to be, wasn't it? His words, however, drew her back to him. A sympathetic look, almost an admonishment, played across her pale features. It was best to endear herself to him quickly for without him an eternity of loneliness was a distinct possibility. Even if they were only friends, she wanted to be a friend of the best sort. And, truly, she was enjoying the conversation of someone almost as charming and intelligent as her lost Love. What he lacked in appearance he seemingly made up for in kindness and beautiful speech.

Moving close, she placed one hand on his cheek, gazing into his eyes. "End yourself...?" she murmured, shaking her head a little. "Sir, how could you think such a thing? Your life surely could not have been so terrible that you were driven often to think such things. Though your dress betrays you, you seem far more like a detective or a mysterious academe of some sort than an undertaker."

"Please," she smiled, head canting to the side. Her thumb gave his cheek a little rub before she pulled away a little, moving to a comfortable conversational distance. "Tell me of where you come from? I suppose, in the Afterlife, the best topic of conversation when getting to know someone is to ask about their life. And, barring that, I suppose you could ask about plans for the future, as it seems we all have a future. I'd like to know where you lived, what you did, what kind of people you knew. And I'd also like to know the more recent past. Where were you walking to this...early? And where are you coming from?" Curiosity was making her excited. The initial shock of waking up was wearing off and she was ready to start getting on with the rest of it all.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-16 09:08 am UTC (link)
Snape was enchanted by every movement the lithe courtesan made. When she stretched, his heart nearly stopped to see it. When she touched his cheek, his breath nearly died at the sensation of it. Every moment with her was bliss, and he was eager to do what he could to ensure that her moments with him were equally pleasant. So, she wanted to know him, did she? He would tell her everything.

"Mademoiselle, you are correct. I am, or was, not an undertaker, but a professor, as you so astutely surmised. In my previous life I taught witchcraft and wizardry to children. My speciality was Potions, though I was strong in several other Arts as well. Without meaning to boast, I can honestly tell you that I can mix a potion that will do almost anything you might desire.

In my country, at the time of my... departure, my people were divided by a civil war. Those loyal to the principles of decency and righteousness strove to repel the influence and offenses of those loyal to a certain dark wizard whose name is not customarily spoken. He was a powerful warlock, and he believed that he was destined for great things. So great was his destiny, or so he believed, that he was not meant to be bound by principles of decency and righteousness, as common wizards are. Furthermore, he was a devotee of the fetishisation of blood-purity, preferring those of purely wizarding stock, and feeling no guilt about the killing and tormenting of non-magical folk.

I tell you this so that you will understand the significance when I say that I was caught in the middle of this conflict. Having long ago toyed with the ideas of the Dark Lord, I had since become loyal to the forces of law and order; however, I was able to convince the Dark Lord that I had not turned away from him, but was rather fooling my allies. It was a difficult position, and I am not ashamed to tell you that I am glad to be free of it. I could be gladder of no other thing than to leave that life behind, and to be here, with you."

Looking at her with all the tenderness his unaccustomed eyes could manage, he dared to return her gesture, reaching out with his gentle hand, and tracing a thumb along her cheek.

"As for the future, I have not yet begun to think about it. I arrived here yesterday, and had chosen to venture out this way today, in order to more closely examine the site of my arrival. Coming upon you was an unexpected gift of the heavens."

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-16 07:56 pm UTC (link)
She listened to his words carefully, hanging on every phrase. What a fantastical story! She'd never quite heard anything like it. Sure, she'd had men who were fans of Oscar Wilde and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle grace her bedchamber, and the pieces of tales that they'd told her were fairly interesting. She especially liked to hear of Bram Stoker's work, though she could never quite remember the name of it, and Mister Kipling was a brilliant teller of tales from a foreign land. Sometimes Satine had wondered if his stories were the base for Spectacular, Spectacular! though she had not had the opportunity to ask Christian. Men often spoke to her of stories, but she could not be bothered to read for leisure herself. That was a pass-time of the wealthy, and she was by no means wealthy. Decorated, yes, but not wealthy. His story, though, was full of fantasy. Satine could not imagine what a school for witchcraft and wizardry would look like, nor could she understand why someone would teach such things to children, and the idea of someone truly being able to make potions that could produce magical effects was intriguing, though a bit absurd. Did he think her naive? It was such a detailed, elaborate lie. Only writers could fabricate those kinds of lives for themselves.

Turning to him, she smiled brightly. "You tell a wonderful story, Monsieur. It saddens me that it is only that. Your character is very sympathetic, and I have a certain weakness for sympathetic characters." She would not add that it was primarily because she liked to feel. "You, then, are a writer? This is fiction, of course. I'm sure if any of this had happened before 1899, well, I'd know about it. I may not be well educated but I have a brief history of the world under my belt. I know of no Dark Lord or schools for witchcraft and wizardry, and believe me when I tell you that I know a little bit about everything. Though I wish such a story were true. It has the makings of being a wonderfully adventurous time. I can't imagine what real magic would be like compared to the magic we make in the theater."

"I suppose that you could say that I am a magician of sorts. I am an actress..." She paused. Did she really want to tell someone that she just met about her formal occupation? Well, why not? She was what she was. It was all that she knew, and it had made her wonderful. "A singer, a dancer, and a courtesan." She paused, letting him absorb it for a moment. She expected that he would now turn from her to leave her alone. He did not seem the sort to approve of such a calling; then again, his incredible compassion seemed to tell her that he would not judge her so harshly. Surely he, the sympathetic professor of potions in his tale, a spy caught between two worlds, could empathize. "I am sure that you understand what it is like to do what you need to in order to survive." Satine licked her lips and looked down at her feet, for a moment ashamed, though she brightened quickly. "On the stage, we make the world believe in whatever we want them to. We can take them around the world without ever moving. We can tell them histories true or false. The magic is that when you die, you're not really dead. Sure, they're sad, but they get to come see you again tomorrow. It is the magic of stopping time, of creating the perfect moment."

Her head tilted towards his hand, brushing it across her skin. Somehow, she hadn't thought that she'd be tangible in the afterlife. It was nice to know that, in fact, she was. A smile spread across her lips. Raising her hands to his, she held them tightly, blue eyes gazing into his face. "It is good to know that you are a child of the revolution. Truth, beauty, freedom, love...I am certain now that you understand the importance of such things. Your mind is admirable. I shan't be lonely with such a brilliant thinker and storyteller in my company."

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-17 12:15 am UTC (link)
Snape was momentarily speechless as he absorbed her accusation. A storyteller? How could she think that, when he had striven so to be honest and forthright? Though, under other circumstances he may have been hurt or offended by her misunderstanding, today it merely inspired him to try more earnestly, to speak more honestly.

"No, my dear lady, I think you have misunderstood. I am not a writer, nor am I telling you stories and fabrications. I have no desire at all to misrepresent myself to you. On the contrary I seek with the sum of my being to expose and reveal my innermost workings to you. Furthermore, the events and circumstances which I have described are likely unknown to you, despite their veracity, for two reasons. Firstly, the wizarding community has taken great pains over the course of the last few centuries to keep itself well hidden from the general non-magical population. As I understand it, most muggles, or so we call them, believe as you do, that magic does not really exist. Secondly, the history I relate did not happen before 1899. In fact, it happened after 1950. I myself was born in 1959, and was taken here, to this... afterlife, in the year 1995."

It warmed his heart to melting to hear her admirations and complimentary conclusions concerning his character, but he would sooner maim himself than allow her to be lead on by an misconceptions about him. He wanted her to love him, the real him, not some falsity constructed by lack of context.

He reflected for a moment on her own admission. Yes, he did know what it was to do what one had to in order to survive. He did not fault her for that. No matter how many men she had been with, however many things she had done, shameful things, degrading things, he could not see any way in which she had been tarnished by the experiences. In his eyes, for her to sing and dance and act was only a natural expression of her free and loving nature.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-17 11:40 pm UTC (link)
"Magic... can't be real," said the woman who, just moments ago, was dead. Now she was here and seemingly alive again. After she'd made the statement Satine realized how absurd it sounded. Laughing softly to herself, she shrugged and tossed up her arms. "Well, I stand corrected. I never thought it possible that magic might be real. But apparently it is. Elsewise, I would not be standing here talking to you, would I?"

She listened politely to his further telling. Her brows furrowed a bit and she crossed her arms over her chest. It wasn't so much that she was displeased, she was just...puzzled. If the events about which he was speaking hadn't taken place before 1900, well, that was reason that she wouldn't know about it. That made sense. What did not make sense to the courtesan, however, was how he could have knowledge of an event after they died. Furthermore, his claim that he was not born until 1959 and died in 1995 was troublesome. He certainly looked older than she did, not that that was necessarily a bad thing. True, she'd been older than Christian, but most of the men with whom she spent her time were older than her twenty-four years.

Laughing, Satine shook her head and gave his shoulder a gentle rub. "Monsieur Snape, if what you tell me is correct...then let me tell you a few amusing points. When you were born, I had already been dead for sixty years. Furthermore, if you were taken from the world in 1995, that would make me one hundred twenty years old. I am eighty-four years your elder." Her hands ran down her body as she sauntered away from him a little bit, hips swaying playfully. Resting her hands on her belly, she gave her rear a little shake, winking at him and blowing a kiss. "I must say that I look pretty good for my age. Wouldn't you agree, Sir? I still look as I did when I died at the age of twenty-four, everything down to the last diamond."

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-18 10:10 pm UTC (link)
When Satine's hand boldly reached out to rub his shoulder, an ecstatic shiver ran though Snape's entire body. That she, a creature so angelically perfect, should deign to touch him... It gave him such hope as he had not expected. But when she then proceeded to strut, wiggle, and shake herself, to display herself for him, his insides erupted in a tumultuous confusion. His brain, seeking by habit to reason out the logical puzzle she had presented, was continually disrupted and derailed in its task by stabs of intense emotion that insisted on their priority, and over all the jumble and confusion a warm prickle of breathless heat was spreading, its pervasive influence knotting his muscles every so slightly with every sway and jiggle of the diamond-strewn form before him. When the courtesan blew him a kiss, he nearly blacked out from the pleasure spike.

"My dearest lady, I do not think one ages when one is dead, but if you are truly my elder, my wise, respected elder," here he got down on one black-robed knee, "then I beg you, please, teach me what you know of love! Though I died at an age far in excess of your tender youth, my time was filled with toil and isolation. You, however, in your brief time of existence on our Earth lived a thousand lives of love. Please, teach me what you know, that I might be worthy to reflect your wisdom back upon you and love you as you so deserve!"

The swarthy wizard held out his arms to the enchanting française in a gesture both of pleading and of invitation, his pheremone-addled mind leading him to unthinkingly perform acts his normal consciousness would never permit.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-18 11:36 pm UTC (link)
She hadn't given a thought to such playful movements. Really, they seemed completely natural. She was used to doing such things; after so much time as a courtesan, little gestures like those had become part of her personality. Also, the French were notoriously touchy-feely. It came with being from, supposedly, the most romantic place on Earth.

Smiling, she stopped to listen to him, watching his expression. Her eyes widened as she listened to him. Teach me what you know of love! She almost blushed. Almost. It would have been too unlike her, however, to let any such thing happen. A tender smile crossed her lips, and she made her way closer to him. Her fingers slipped beneath his chin and ran along his jaw bone, stroking gently, as she sank to her knees in front of him. She did not like to be standing higher than anybody else unless she was performing. She sighed softly, looking into his eyes.

"Please, I insist that you call me Satine. Just Satine. You're the closest I have to a friend in this place, Monsieur Snape, and if you must use formality, well, I suppose I would prefer Miss Satine. But I am not worthy of any such title as lady."

A little bit of shock ran through her when he held out his arms. What, did he want her to fall into them just like that? Still, she knew better than to refuse, really. She knew men and that they had a tendency to be fragile at the least convenient moment. And, truly, what could indulging him hurt? Still, she was a little unsettled by the fervor with which he claimed to have feelings for her. Then again, she'd heard such things before from individuals far less qualified.

Moving into his arms, Satine slid her arms over his shoulders, her lips near his ear. "Monsieur Snape, I have not lived a thousand lives of love. Passion, perhaps, but passion is not necessarily love. No one, however, should have to face toil and isolation on a constant basis. I am sorry that you had to go through such a thing. It must have been horrible." Her fingers lightly stroked his hair. He had looked too sad for her to deny him at least an embrace.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-19 11:10 am UTC (link)
Snape's heartbeat increased steadily as the French woman sank to her knees before him. Huddled there, on a remote bluff, he nevertheless felt an intense intimacy with her. As she stroked his jaw, his eyes blazed with his incredible desire for her. His love was such that he wanted not to consume her, to make her his, but to give himself to her completely, to subsume his own being in hers.

"Satine, then. Dearest Satine. I am honoured that you would invite me to use such an intimate form of address."

When he had held his hands and arms out to her, it had primarily been as a mere gesture. The invitation implied was meant to be understood, but he had not dared imagine that the perfect creature would accept, let alone spare a thought for his pains and sorrows. As Satine slid up to him, wrapping her arms about his neck, his soul nearly left his body in a seizure of perfect ecstasy. As she spoke softly, her lips nearly brushing his ear, he swore silently that he would never wash that ear again. Tentatively, but firmly, he forced himself to return her gestures. Unworthy as he felt, surely it was the appropriate way to show gratitude for her magnanimity. Raising his arms nervously, he wrapped them around her slender dancer's body, holding her firmly, pressing her to him. Not allowing himself to kiss her, he, too, spoke closely to her ear.

"Already, dear Satine, you cannot help but reveal your wisdom in these matters that are so little known to me. Passion and love. I have had so little of both that I did not appreciate the distinction. It was horrible, beautiful Satine, but that is all in the past now. That lonely life is ended, and all I am is here blissfully with you."

In a way, this episode felt unreal to Snape. So many nights had he spent in dreams and fantasies of such actions, such companionship, this almost felt, too, like it was merely an extremely vivid vision. He had rarely dared imagine that he would ever hold someone like Satine... Or had he? Somewhere in the back of his mind a former fantasy drifted, a fantasy of a beautiful young woman, skin pale like Satine's, hair red like Satine's. Had he known her before? He decided it must have been a premonition of this perfect meeting.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-20 01:22 am UTC (link)
Laughing softly, she shook her head, unable to help but smile. He was delightfully naive and charming despite his age. "You are still quite formal despite the informal way that I have bid you call me. I enjoy it. You are very true to yourself. I... admire and envy that quality, really." A soft sigh escaped the courtesan. She had never known how to be herself; her true self was that of a social chameleon. To be ever changing was not only necessary, but a way of life. Maybe in death she'd be able to figure things out a bit.

"Tell me, and you may find me rude or ignorant for asking, but do you live outside? Or is there, perhaps, some other place that you reside in this afterlife? Not that I'd have a problem living outside. I just imagine it would be horribly difficult for me to maintain my appearance. Also, my lungs are so very weak. I can't imagine that even the night air in Paradise would be good for them. While night may be quite far off, I have a tendency to think about the future quite a bit. It is both a blessing and a curse. Rarely do I find myself learning from or dwelling on the past. You could say that I am a woman who's been ripped from time."

Smiling, she pressed close to him. She enjoyed the feeling of being held; he reminded her of Christian, though a sadder Christian. A moment of pause was taken. Where was Christian now? If nearly one hundred years had passed, surely he was also dead. Did that mean that he was here somewhere? Or did people go to different versions of Paradise? Thinking about it too much made Satine's brain hurt, so she resolved to not bother with it. If she ran into him in the afterlife, it would be wonderful. Hopefully he would be able to understand, and she'd be able to hear if he had actually told their story. Another pause. Apparently not. If Severus Snape did not know who she was, then her story had not been told by Christian or, if it had, they'd been forgotten.

But how could anyone forget love, whether it was their own or that belonging to someone else?

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-20 10:48 am UTC (link)
Snape was in perfect bliss holding the enchanting creature in his arms. As she snuggled closer to him, he could not remember a happier time in his entire existence. Surely this is what he had been meant for, what he had been born for. Surely there was no greater purpose for him in this afterlife than to protect and keep happy this angelic woman. He smiled at her compliment about his integrity, pleased that she admired his qualities.

When she mentioned another place, however, his reverie was somewhat broken. He had, it seemed, been so caught up in the joy of meeting and being with her, that he had completely forgotten that there was still so much about this place that she didn't know, so much that she should know, that he could teach her. Stroking her hair carefully, unwilling to disturb the careful arrangement of pins and jewelry that adorned it, he did his best to explain.

"No, my dear Satine, I do not live outside, nor do any here who do not wish to do so. A place has been prepared for each of us, a suite of rooms, everything arranged to our preference. There is also a great lodge, with a large dining hall that will serve you any dish you may desire. There are rooms for games, for recreation, for leisure. Worry not, my dear. You will be comfortable here, and well able to maintain the standards of appearance you have hitherto maintained."

Snape fervently desired to gift her with every shred of knowledge he had gained about their new habitation, but was also seized with an anxious desire that she not be inspired to leave this place quite yet. He could not imagine anything more tragic than the breaking of this sweet tryst in the wilderness, here on this sun-soaked meadow, where they could be alone, alone with nothing to do but love one another. Affectionately, he brushed his thumb down along Satine's cheek lightly, attempting to encourage the same feelings of contentment in her.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-21 08:25 pm UTC (link)
Satine was not the sort of woman to take much that was given her for granted. A moment of security, to one in her line of work, was worth its weight in gold. Well, maybe not that much, but it was worth an awful lot. Though part of her brain was filled with thoughts of Christian, of worrying about him, of longing for him, there was a large part of her that was also happy with the current situation. She could stand, if Christian was nowhere around, to be the pet, or arm jewelry, or even the adored object of affection, to a man such as this Severus Snape. He was neither unkind nor unimaginative, nor could she openly think of any request that he might make of her that would be unreasonable. In the recent past, recent for her, she'd been forced to tell her only love that she never felt anything for him, and she'd also been forced to sleep with a man who was revolting and abhorrent to her. Any other sort of request seemed pleasant in comparison. If he had simply voiced his desire for her to stay with him there and not wish to be anywhere else, she would have happily obeyed. Some payments were better than cash.

"It's so early," she murmured, shifting in his grasp. "Yet I have learned so much, and the sun is only rising. What a day, no, what a life this will be." The sun was warm on her pale skin but not unpleasant. It was nice to be outside in the country; the courtesan had spent her birth, youth, life, and death within the dingy confines of the Parisian slums. Never had she set so much as a foot outside of the Mont Martre district. "You are an excellent teacher. I imagine, Sir, that your students learned vast amounts of knowledge from you. They, surely, were lucky to meet you, just as I am lucky to know you now. I simply cannot believe that I have been ripped out of time and space in such a manner. How long was I asleep after dying if you passed so long after me?" She smiled and laughed, shaking her head, studying his face.

Feeling his fingers in her hair, she sat up a little bit more. Her hands raised to undo the pins and clips and, with a few twists and tugs, her long, red hair fell free. Setting the gems down in the grass, Satine slid her hands through her hair, fanning it out in the morning sun. The new light made it look even redder than it had before, in turn making her look paler and more delicate. She took his hand and placed it back on her hair, tilting her head into his touch. As his hand slid along her face, she nuzzled into that caress as well, her eyes half closed.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-21 08:27 pm UTC (link)
Listening to his explanation, that they didn't have to live outside, she was mildly impressed. At least she would have all of the necessary tools to keep herself civilized looking. She could not fathom what she would look like if left in the wild too long. She had always taken such pride in being pale. Men of her time liked that sort of thing. "I suppose that, when I am ready to go, or you are ready to take me, I will enjoy the sight of such a place. Perhaps I shall find a room of my own. Perhaps not. I never was one for sleeping alone. There are far too many things that can get someone when they're alone in the dark." The hairs on the back of her neck rose at the notion. She was not fond, at all, of the things that went bump in the night. That was why working when it was dark had always been such a blessing. Going to sleep in the morning's light was her favorite way to go.

Looking to him once more, Satine pulled away just a bit to get a better angle. She tilted her head up and down. He was not exactly fair of face, but she supposed now that she had misjudged many a man based on his appearance. Her vanity, she decided, was something she would have to take care of in the afterlife. Perhaps she could try to be a bit more...compassionate and understanding. "The love of your life, she must have been very lucky, Monsieur. You are knowledgeable, kind, mysterious, well employed...there is nothing that you lack, is there? All that is necessary a woman could find in you. I cannot believe that such as you could lead an existence of loneliness and isolation. That sort of life is reserved for my kind. A bird trapped in a cage with nothing but beautiful feathers...I find it easy to both envy and admire you. I cannot imagine all the living that you must have done, all the things you must have seen. It must have been great, terribly great." She silenced herself, looking up to the sky, embarrassed once more. Was she laying on the compliments a little too thick? She'd have to be less free with her tongue.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-22 11:53 pm UTC (link)
Snape exulted to see her long, red hair flow gloriously free in the early sunlight. Then, when she placed his hand back on her head, giving him a clear sign, a clear invitation to his physical attentions, he felt a stirring within himself. He desired above all to please her, to serve her, to do what would make this angel happy, and certainly she had shown him that to stroke her hair and her skin, to hold her in his arms was to do that, but now also, as she nuzzled contentedly against his hand, he saw her, briefly, not simply as an untouchable icon of courtly adoration, but as a being that returned his affection, that could be touched, cuddled, like... a pet. It was the closest thing he could relate to. For that moment she wasn't just a perfect thing of beauty, she was his perfect thing of beauty.

"This life will truly be magnificent, my dear Satine. If you can believe the things you are so kind to say about me, and I believe that you do, then it must be that we will be so happy here, together. I do not know as much as I might pretend about the inner workings of the universe, and I certainly cannot claim to know the intentions of whatever being or beings designed this paradise, but it may be that this is a place out of time, a place where persons from a hundred years apart, persons such as you and I, who never would have met, can be able to come together, to fulfill a destiny and to live a love that would never otherwise have had a chance to blossom and flourish. Stay with me, Satine. Be my exquisitely-feathered bird, and I will never cage you. Though loneliness was the unhappy hallmark of my previous existence, stay with me now and neither of us shall ever be lonely again! It is true that, in my former life I wandered the world, visiting many far lands and seeing many strange and terrible things, but never did I encounter anything as fabled as you."

Emboldened by the feelings he imagined he was feeling from her, and spurred by the new streak of entitlement her responses were encouraging in him, he ran his fingers through her hair more freely, worrying less about her delicacy, trusting more that she would respond positively to his actions. Stroking her exquisite face, he lifted her chin so he could gaze unabashed into her overwhelmingly crystal eyes.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-23 11:07 pm UTC (link)
For Satine, life was made of moments, and many of those moments were ones such as these. She was excellent at pretending, but it was not a malicious sort of fantasy. Genuinely she wanted the fantasy to be true; that was how she had become such a good actress. When you were lying, when you were acting, everything was all in the timing. If life was made of moments, there was nowhere to be but the hear and now. And for now, Satine was his perfect thing of beauty. There was no harm, no danger, as far as she was concerned. If she could give happiness, what did it matter if it was not the sort of thing that she could promise would be eternal?

This would not be the first time that she was a pet. The notion, honestly, did not bother her. Pets were generally fed, cared for, pampered, spoken softly and gently and kindly to - as long as she got those things, what else did it matter? Yes, pets could be abused. Yes, pets had little free will. What good was free will when it destroyed those you cared about most? And if she were to misbehave and be beaten for it, well, it'd surely be something that she deserved. As much as she had hated the situation with The Duke so many years ago, the whole ordeal had made sense. Perhaps that was why it had been so awful, so painful, and so terrifying.

His words caused a bit of a lump in her throat. Her brain was full of thoughts of Christian, flooded for a moment, but she managed to push them down and away. A smile crossed her lips but there was something incredibly sad behind it. Still, she did her best to hide it. Her eyes gazed up into his as he tilted her head. And, in her usual fashion, she always knew exactly what to say. Voice soft, she closed her eyes, almost sighing out her response.

"You may tire of me faster than you think, Monsieur. For all you know, your affections might change tomorrow. Though that would be deeply sad to me, for I would be the loser in such a situation, I would gladly take an uncertain turn with you over an entire lifetime of safety and predictability. I, Sir, will be yours for as long as you will have me. Do not say that you will never cage me. Keep me bound, tightly, by your side for as long as you require. Let your affections trap me and clip my flight feathers. If it makes you happy and pleases you, I am that thing. I will do as you please, be as you please, for as long as you please. All you must do is say the words to me, and your word will be flesh. I shall serve you more faithfully than the best of all possible magic of which you spoke."

She opened her eyes slightly, looking into his face. Her hands moved to rest on his cheeks, holding him still, and before he could protest she moved in. Those heavily painted lips did not smudge a bit as they brushed against his own; whatever she was wearing was very good. It was a chaste kiss, mostly as she was uncertain as to what else he would like. Pulling away after only a few moments, she allowed the corner of her lips to curve upwards. "You will have to forgive me," she murmured, "for being so bold. It was, in my best judgment, what I felt that you required, Monsieur Snape."

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-24 12:22 am UTC (link)
It was indeed what he had required. As the courtesan had spoken, Snape's heartbeat had begun to increase, the heat suffusing his body had begun to intensify, to affect his conscious mind. She spoke of being his possession, of being everything he desired. She outright told him that she was willing to face the risk and affix herself to his side. Then, as if to physically embody that intention, she had kissed him.

A kiss! He had not been kissed in so long, there were many parts of him that had not remembered the sensations of it. The touch of her painted lips was like the sting of a bolt of lightening. Surging through him, the shock of it strengthened his arms, his hands, his desire, and his will. It was indeed what he had required to motivate him to carry his subconscious urges into direct action. Allowing her to speak briefly, he immediately pulled her lips back to meet his, pressing against them with his own.

His kiss was not chaste. Nearly crushing her lips with unexpected strength, it conveyed in no uncertain terms the force of the tidal wave that had burst forth when her own gesture had destroyed the dam he had built inside him. Running his fingers hungrily through her thick hair, he clutched her waist, holding her tightly to him, as if they might merge, as if they might be one. He would devour her, make her his own in every way. He could not get enough.

"Oh, Satine... I would ask such things of you..."

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-24 11:21 pm UTC (link)
His reaction was, quite possibly, the most startling she'd ever faced in her entire life. Never before had she known someone to be so full of passion and vigor with just a simple offer. He had seemed so calm, so mild mannered before her words. The intensity that flowed through him was almost visible to her, a type of magic in its own right.

Swallowing hard, she leaned into the second kiss. That was one that she was a little less used to. Men from the late nineteenth century were not as gentile as those from earlier ages, yet they were not quite so forward. It was private, however, so she did not worry much. There was no one to see or offend. Exhaling softly, she slid her arms around him, one hand resting gently on the back of his head. Her fingers gripped his hair lightly.

As he pressed her against him, she shivered a little. Goosebumps ran the length of her flesh. It was horribly exciting, really, to be desired. A narcissistic streak forced her to love that feeling. Hearing his words, she simply nodded. For once, she was completely void of words. He had captured her attention completely. That was always how it got when someone accepted an offer such as those that she presented.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-07-30 11:57 pm UTC (link)
Clutching Satine now to him with an almost terrifying urgency, Snape kissed her repeatedly, now tenderly, now fiercely, all the while murmuring her name. It was as if by saying her name in every possible way he could take her entire being into his mind, contain her, complete her, possess her. He had risked revealing to her in his kiss all the savagery and ferocity of his passion to consume her, and she had not bolted, she had not shied away, no! she had pressed herself against him more, returned his kiss, attempted to meet his intensity. With that, all the remaining shreds of his hesitancy had evaporated like so much morning mist in the heat of his desire.

Aglow with license, his liberated hands began to move over her, touching, clutching, every inch of her flesh. A hand moved from the centre of her back to the back of her neck, another from her waist to her belly, then to her thigh. It was with a barely conscious compulsion that he began to explore her, listening carefully to her breath, responding to her responses. His pleasure at being given the opportunity to fulfill his nigh-irrational desire to have her was only magnified by any pleasure he believed he was giving her.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-07-31 12:23 am UTC (link)
Ah, yes. There were the whispers in the dark, though this time they were in the light. There was the sense of passion, possession, the ferocity. It wasn't that he was predictable or cliché; she had, in fact, been pleasantly surprised by him. That was just how these sorts of things went. She hardly minded. It was nice to be able to feel, to experience, to enjoy. She'd expected death to be a blankness, a vague void of numbness. To continue in the same path and occupation she had in life was a pleasant surprise. She didn't hate the job too much - she'd been with it nearly a decade, hadn't she? And this time it wasn't so much the job. This was for fun, for kindness, for compassion and understanding, for love?

Pulling away from the kiss, the red haired courtesan gazed at him. His intensity was overwhelming, and her reduced lung capacity made her chest heave with each breath rather enticingly. A smile crossed her face, a dark and satiny chuckle escaping her lips. "Mm, my my, Sir. You really are remarkable, if I may be permitted to say so." All but tackling him to the ground, tired of being upright for far too long, she fell to the grass, not caring if her clothes or skin got a little dirty. There was, after all, water nearby and apparently a room waiting for her. She lightly stroked her fingers through his hair, eagerly awaiting his next move. This was far too interesting.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-08-01 09:23 am UTC (link)
Snape had been completely overwhelmed. The alien pheremones that had suffused his brain had been yearning for just such an eventuality as this the entire time, and to have it blossom into such a perfect fullness sent them coursing through his bloodstream in levels that robbed him of his every last shred of rationality. He never considered how many other men a courtesan such as she might have been with. He never compared himself to them. There was only his all-consuming passion to all-consume her.

His ego thrilled at her compliment, as he looked down at her sparkling eyes and heaving bosom. His mind tripped over itself as it attempted to imagine at once all the multiple ways he wanted to proceed. So entranced was he with the decision that he was caught very much by surprise when Satine threw them both to the ground.

Landing on his side with a thud only served to jar him out of his indecision, and spur him to decisive action. Wrapping his arms around her, he pulled her close to him, pressing against the length of her, his desire firmly evident. His hands roamed frantically over ever curve of her angelic body, down the centre of her back, under her hip, down the bottom of her thigh, pulling her leg over his. Increasingly, he found himself frustrated by her garment. How could he properly worship and give pleasure to her clothed form? He needed access to all of her. Was there a clasp, a series of small buttons? His hands felt every part, searching.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-08-01 11:13 pm UTC (link)
When she noticed that he was getting playful, Satine couldn't help but feel a bit of joy bubble up inside of her, manifesting itself in a giggle. That was half the reason that she stayed with such a profession. Frankly, it was a good time. She had never met someone who, given the opportunity, would turn down a good roll in the sheets, especially if there was no real drawback. Satine had her own views on physical love, and very seldom did she speak on the matter. If she had, she would have offered up that while bodies are free, hearts are not. If hearts and hands never meet, then everything's fine and anything's possible. It was both a good way to earn money, if you were good at it, and a way to have some fun in a life that would have been, otherwise, bleak and sad. This encounter was special in that she would not even have to ask him for payment. It had been a mutual offer, a mutual agreement - hopefully it would be mutually pleasing and fun. He seemed the sort who needed a good time.

"Oh!" she exclaimed as he grabbed her, holding her more tightly to him. She laughed and pressed close to him, allowing his hands to guide her body so that she was in the perfect form to fit him properly. Draping herself on him like a kingly garment, Satine kissed along his jawbone tenderly. She was rather impressed by how forward he was. It was obvious that he was unaffected by the British Victorian sentiment. Uck. They were positively prudish. Then again, British men, of her time at least, had quite the reputation of the frequency with which they sought their whores. A girl from Mont Martre, she knew all about Whitechapel. News tended to travel between the world's whoring hot-spots fairly quickly. It was always good to stay ahead of things. No, he was unique. She wondered what his world had looked like, how it had differed from her own. Had thoughts about sexual freedom versus the confinement of the heart flourished? Those were questions for another time, she supposed.

Luckily for the most confused, excited, irrational, lusty professor, clothing of the late nineteenth century was not particularly difficult to figure out as far as closures went. Even more fortunate for him, it was one of her stage outfits, not her daily clothes, and was made to come off in a hurry. Scene changes were brutally fast, and dressing and undressing needed to be even faster. The white gown was closed with a short series of hook and eye closures towards the top. Once it was past the bustline, the dress was a solid mass of fabric that would come off incredibly easily with a few tugs here and there. They had looked into perhaps modifying that clasp locker for use in clothing, but there had not been enough time to possibly figure out that sort of thing. It probably would have taken far longer to put on than a hook. Noting his frustration, evident by the helplessly searching look in his eyes, Satine gently touched his hands. When it came to this sort of thing she could really read minds. She slid his fingers along her flesh, guiding them to the back of the dress, gently placing them at the topmost hook.

Batting her eyelashes at him slightly, she smiled happily. It was always best to make sure that your company was comfortable. "Monsieur," she started, pulling her face from his just enough to be able to look into his eyes. "Are you certain that you'd like to do this here? I do not have a problem with it." And she didn't. It wasn't like he'd pushed her against a wall and told her to lift her skirts like some filthy British whore. "But I just want to make sure that you are adequately enjoying the space. Some activities are enhanced by the setting, if you catch my meaning."

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-08-03 09:46 am UTC (link)
Snape, blinded by the urgency of his lust, responded immediately to the gentle guidance Satine provided, not only toward her clasps, but in other subtle ways. Despite his subconscious desire to be master of this situation, master of the woman giving of herself before him, he was far less experienced than she, and was making a lot of this up as he went along. When she asked about location, his mind paused unexpectedly for a moment. He had been so caught up in the entire moving forward of the experience that it had not occurred to him to pause and move the scene elsewhere.

His eyes fluttered closed as she kissed his jaw, arching his neck back to offer more skin to her lush lips. A moan or two escaped him before he spoke. "My dear angel, if you are content to do this here, I am moreso; however, though I am embarrassed to say so, I do not quite catch your meaning. Clearly you are perfect in all ways. As knowledgeable about the ways of love as you are about every matter under the sun. I beg you, sweet creature, educate me, that I may assist you in creating a perfect bliss for us both."

Despite the conversation he had engaged with her, his body remained restless, and his hands began to undo the clasps of her dress one at a time, until her bare back was exposed, and it would be a very easy thing for her to shrug her arms out of their sleeves. Snape's fingertips were dazzled as he drew them lightly across the smooth skin between her shoulder blades.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-08-06 07:44 pm UTC (link)
"Oh Monsieur Snape," she cooed, the top of her dress clinging loosely to her body. She moved ever so slightly away from him, holding the fabric close to her body. His moans were music to her ears, music that no band could produce. It was the oldest music in the spheres. Her lips curved upwards, eyes narrowing as she watched him. Though she was trying to be sweet, there was something incredibly predatory about her at that point. And wasn't that what every man wanted? She was an angel to the world, a beautiful angel of light and beauty and music, yet in the bedroom she was an insatiable fiend. "My dear, dear professor." Her hands raised to rest on his face, her fingers lightly stroking the flesh. Eyes locked on his, her head canted to the side. It was almost as if she were sizing up her prey. "How can I possibly educate you? Mine is a base art, an art of instinct. If you were to ask me to teach you about music, that I could do, for I know a thing or two about it. But this, Monsieur, this is primal. There is no way to teach you this song. What is required of you in such an instance is that you become the song. Your body and the part of your mind that desires, that craves, will guide you. As it already has."

Satine's hand rested gently on his knee and, slowly, slid up his leg, resting on his thigh. Closing her eyes, she kissed him once more, tenderly, before pulling away completely. Rising to her feet, breaking his grasp, she held her dress on her body. Her smile had become a wicked little smirk. "Though I must say, I cannot possibly let you strip me completely just yet, Monsieur." This, after all, was what he had asked for. He had wanted a teacher, not an innocent and blushing flower. Satine could do that. There wasn't very much in this profession that Satine could not do. Motioning to him with one hand, she giggled a little. "Well, I must inform you that I find it necessary, Monsieur, for you to undress. You needn't do so completely without my assistance, I assure you, though if I were to let my other arm fall free of my dress, I would be naked and you would still be fully clad. Is that fair?"

Batting her eyelashes at him, she sauntered closer to him, standing beside his form. Reaching down, she slid her fingers through his hair, twisting it around her fingers, stroking ever so gently, though she gave a little tug now and then. She loosened her grip on the dress a bit, letting the fabric slide down more to reveal the entirety of her back, making sure that everything else was still covered. Leaning down, she nibbled his earlobe slightly. "You can see more," she whispered, "once you do as I've asked." Pulling away, she took a step back, waiting patiently.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-08-06 11:25 pm UTC (link)
Snape, not normally one to be baited, was on this day, on this occasion, unwitting putty in the courtesan's fine hands. Startled though he was by her retreat and change of tack, his dominant drive never subsided, and it blinded him to the possibility that she might be playing him for a fool, or in any way preying on him. Standing slowly, he considered her offer. Predisposed as he was to her point of view, whatever it might be, his consideration brought him to the conclusion that what she said made the only possible sense. It was hardly fair that he ask her to disrobe when he himself had made no indications that he was prepared to do the same.

"My sweetest angel, I could do naught but accept your terms. I shall say no more of education and verbal descriptions of these fires that burn inside me. What good are mere words to describe such overwhelming sensations, and why attempt them when the experiences themselves beckon imminently. Nay, let me cast off these wretched garments that keep my flesh from you, that bind my spirit and my essence and prevent them from mingling with yours!"

With that Snape threw off his large black cape, and began to unbuckle his leather belt. Spurred on by his all-consuming desire to prove himself to the object of his affection, he felt no mere interest in seeing her skin, divine though he knew those sights would be. He sought a more complete union, a more perfect consumption.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-08-07 04:50 pm UTC (link)
Pity, in a way. Satine had rather liked the cape. It was striking. It surprised her, though, that capes were still in fashion in his era. She watched him, making certain to appear interested. And, indeed, she was interested. Severus was one of the younger gentlemen with whom she'd had the pleasure of spending her time; Christian had been the youngest. A smile played across her face, reaching all the way to those cold, blue eyes. She slid one hand through her hair, biting her lower lip. It was all she could do not to pounce him and disrobe him herself, though she doubted that was what he desired, no matter how passionate. She was not, in any way, playing him for a fool or taking advantage of him. Truly, she was acting in all kindness. Still, she had to wonder if he would understand that she was the type of woman who belonged to no man, every man, and one man all at the same time. No matter, really, as she was having more fun than she had in quite some time. It was always wretched when things went sour; being in a love triangle was the most sour that they had ever become.

"Very nice," the courtesan murmured. She let her arm drop to her side and took a step forward, leaving her dress behind. A chill ran down her body, and she knew for certain that things were looking up. Normally she would have gone into a coughing fit from even the slightest breeze. Really, she'd never have imagined being fully stripped in the fresh air before. Consumption tended to prevent such things. Moving to him, she wrapped her arms around him once more, not minding too terribly that she was probably getting in the way of his fulfilling her request to disrobe. She nuzzled into his neck a little, whispering softly. "Take me in your arms and love me." It was a simple request, yet so heavy with meaning and emotion. She was doing quite well with herself. Now she was certain that she was still the Sparkling Diamond of the Moulin Rouge.

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[info]severelyseverus
2008-08-08 09:23 am UTC (link)
Snape, who had been about to reach down and lift his heavy black robe over his head, was momentarily confused when Satine stepped forward to embrace him, but he had got to the point where he was no longer worrying much about these things, and was just taking her as she came, more than happy to accept whatever she gave him. Seeing her bare, bereft now of her sparkling accoutrement, she glowed still in his eyes, only the glow came from inside.

He returned her embrace, tentatively at first allowing his privileged fingertips to rest against her smooth naked skin, then gripping her with more confidence. Did she not love him? Was she not giving herself to him, bare and vulnerable? His breath caught in his throat at her words. Her request was the embodiment of his sincerest desire. He wanted nothing more than to use his arms, legs, all his members, to show her how much he loved her. Murmuring his eternal pledge to fulfill her words, he wrapped her slender, pale body in his still-robed arms and kissed her.

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[info]softest_diamond
2008-09-27 01:16 pm UTC (link)
Satine allowed herself to be swept into the kiss. It was a dramatic gesture. Already he seemed to be making progress, coming out of his shell just a little bit. A wry smile crossed her face, and she held him tightly. It may have been a passing fancy, but in this moment it was true. Sighing contentedly, Satine allowed herself to fall into this, and the moment. She'd worry about consequence later; she had done things far more terrible than this. Surrendering herself to him, she allowed herself to be swept away into the day of passion that would be both fun and educational.

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