[The secret that had been burning behind Penny before starts shining brighter as he falls into a moody silence for a moment, arms crossed. Hey, hdu ignore its wise, shiny wisdom.]
Yeah it fucking looked bad, but I shouldn't be fucking surprised. None of you cared about me when I was alive so why should anybody care when I'm dead? [And, as the secret helpfully supplies, it's his own fault it's that way!]