[Shrugs. Not like he's really that much better, ultimately.]
It is what it is.
[... mrr.] Look, whatever. I know it's not just on everybody else. I keep people away cause they might fuck me up. But then, I keep people away... so nobody fucking cares.
[So to belatedly answer your question/observation, yes, that secret earlier was his own and he does think that. Yay.]