[Part of him kind of gives up trying not to sound the way he does - Keith's voice is already so rough as it is but now it's even more so, from the adrenaline rush, from trying and failing to catch his breath properly, from... all of the emotions he knows he shouldn't be letting out into the open this fucking much but that keep slipping away from him anyway. He tries to laugh and it's a weak attempt even in his own ears.]