[Asdlfjdf. He can't help his head tipping back a little, the seriousness at least dissipating from him a little. He nods, a temporary uncertainty replaced by reassurance. "Anything"... Maybe.]
There is something I know I want. [If he's honest, even saying this much, feels terrifying as it is, feels like too much, but - when has Keith ever known how to slow down once he revs up? There's something like determination in his eyes, like even though it's scary, this is something he's sure of.]
But I think I'm that type of person, that can't admit things even to myself sometimes, when it comes to this. [Much less... Breathes out a weak almost laugh, shaking his head like he's not quite sure where he's trying to go here.] Kinda dumb, I guess.