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[Yes, and he doesn't blame you for that. But also please trust him unconditionally because he loves that?]
[Takes a moment to say something, feeling she deserves more than whatever impulsive thing he might think of first - than him rushing into things again.]
[...] I don't know what will happen. [He can. admit that much, by now.] Here, or back home, you know it's a mess. [For various reasons.] Even if I can explain more things to you now, it's still a promise I don't know I could make.