Oh, assuredly not. Like I said, I know well most people do not think of it like that. Like yourself.
[But certain emotions are difficult for Sebastian, see.]
It would be nice, certainly, to find something to hold important for a long time.
[He says it very calmly, though, and with no apparent wistfulness. "It would be nice to win the lottery", as said by someone who knows that's likely never going to happen and is perfectly at peace with that.]