Noah stared at her a bit stunned and then ran a hand through his hair. "I can't believe someone so beautiful, so obviously intelligent did what I'm doing. What do you mean it didn't work as well as you wanted it to...did it not give you the release you were looking for, because for me that rush of endorphins is exactly what I need." He frowned slightly and then shrugged. "Not that it really helps me when I think about it but for that five minutes I have control, I feel so good."