Riley grinned at the light blush on Rez's cheeks, he knew he was probably embarrassing him a little but this was how Riley felt about Rez, always had. One of the reasons Riley became so fucked up was because he thought he had lost the younger man for good. He couldn't handle it and then on top of that the whole thing with Jane and Mike...so he let himself fall into a really horrible place. It had been a long climb out but laying here now with Rez was worth it.
He saw the tears in his lover's eyes, Riley knew how hard it was on Rez to be in a place like this, to have to deal with his issues and to be frustrated because you feel like you're never getting better. He held onto Rez tightly, kissing him softly the whimpers going straight to his heart. He wanted to take all of Rez's pain away but it would take time and it wouldn't be easy.
Riley smiled at the younger man and nodded slightly. "I wish I could stay here with you too, or that you could come back to my room it's a bit bigger than this. Waking up with you, making breakfast for you, I want that again...It will give us both something to look forward to." Riley was dreading the moment he had to go, he wanted to stay here with Rez.