She turned from the other little girl she had been watching over, and looked at Eomer. "I... I ... I want to deal with it on my own. I ... I .. Feel like somehow I am failing you and your people somehow by my complete break down from the duties that have been given me. " She finally bowed her head tears coming from her eyes now. "I .. I... I never want to look bad in your eyes, Eomer. And I fear what you are seeing in me make me less in your eyes, and I don't know how to fix it. I have rested, I have kept 'them' away from me, I have ordered all away from me until I thought I was going to die of boredom, and loneliness, but still I am sick." She finally sat herself down on the cots that had been brought a few minutes ago for them to sleep on.
"I...I Truly don't know what is wrong with, me and it has me completely frustrated, and angry all the time. Mostly at myself, for my seeming weak body when the time comes to be strong, and keep it together." She looked away tears still falling silently from her eyes. "The kids will help, they will keep me busy with something positive, and make my time in the palace while you are gone not so bad, for I can come in here and lose myself in their sweetness."