She looked up at him, as his words melted into her worried mind about the kids, not knowing anything about them or even how young they really were. When she would see they were all not even old enough to be alone at all she would have her heart strings tugged in ways she would never have them tugged until she had her own child. She smiled briefly, and said, "Nothing troubles me when you are around. You are my sun, moon, and stars. They only thing that troubles me is when your not around, when you go out with the Mark, but I know it is necessary. So I do not complain." Even though she was constantly nagged for not complaining to him more about it, and making him stay home, among other things from the elders.
She kept all that though locked away, not even Theodrake knew really what they told, her, why she seemed more upset when they left, and that she seemed to be more agitated around others after too. It was her burden she felt, and she had to figure out a way to dispose of it on her own. When and how that would happen she did not know, as the only way she learned about the culture, and ways of the land she was in was by the honest telling of the counselors that were given her. Though they were not being so, to into their own wants, needs, and thoughts. So other ways, it seemed, would have to be thought out. However, as sick as she was feeling most days she didn't have the strength to really think about anything. The fact that also she was almost starving herself in an attempt to make herself thin again on top of vomiting wasn't good for the thought process either.
They were getting closer to the Kings chamber, where the little ones were staying, and Lothiriel was trying to move faster as Eomer being sweet to go her speed that she seemed to be forced to walk and not how fast she wanted to because of weakness was getting frustrated. "Please, I just want to see them. I want to see that they are okay. I fear that they have been through such trauma that they will forever be hurt, and that hurts me. Are we close?" she asked looking anxiously at him now. Her frustration that she was always feeling about herself now, and others around her becoming high now. She was trying not to taint their being together with her moody behavior though, and making herself see the sweetness of what Eomer was doing rather then the fact that it was annoying her as it reminded her of the limitations that only made her look weaker to those around her.