Aim Log: Puck and Santana
Who: Puck and Santana When: early 3/28 Where: respective houses What: Talking about love, getting Puck to ask out Sugar Warnings: PG13
Santana Lopez (1:41:14 AM): hey. Santana Lopez (1:41:22 AM): you want love, right? not sex? Santana Lopez (1:41:28 AM): like cos you can get sex from me and b. Noah Puckerman (1:41:56 AM): yes, that's what I meant, I am covered in the sex department Santana Lopez (1:42:10 AM): what do you think of sugar? Noah Puckerman (1:42:29 AM): Well, she's cute.... but I don't know Santana Lopez (1:42:43 AM): you don't know? Noah Puckerman (1:43:17 AM): No, I don't. She's so loud Santana Lopez (1:43:28 AM): what the fuck do you think i am? lol Noah Puckerman (1:44:30 AM): yeah, but she's..... inappropriately loud Santana Lopez (1:44:41 AM): you don't think she's worth trying to tame? Santana Lopez (1:44:47 AM): lol Noah Puckerman (1:45:14 AM): Okay, let's say things did work out, that meant she'd be coming to New York with uds Noah Puckerman (1:45:17 AM): *us Santana Lopez (1:45:22 AM): yeah? Noah Puckerman (1:45:33 AM): Well, look at what just happened Santana Lopez (1:45:44 AM): well i explained it to her Noah Puckerman (1:46:17 AM): true... but.... Idk Santana Lopez (1:46:18 AM): and i think she gets it now Santana Lopez (1:46:24 AM): it was just a thought Noah Puckerman (1:46:48 AM): I don't know, who says she'd even think I was worth it? I mean, I am hot but Sugar's all full of herself Santana Lopez (1:47:10 AM): forget that "wah i'm so tortured and pathetic" crap Santana Lopez (1:47:16 AM): i'm not interested in that Santana Lopez (1:47:20 AM): i want to know what YOU think of HER Noah Puckerman (1:47:21 AM): I didn't mean that Santana Lopez (1:47:32 AM): cos if you think it could be a thing, i'm going to talk to her Santana Lopez (1:47:55 AM): i already know she thinks you're, quote, "a bad boy with a heart of gold, and in the movies they usually get the girl in the end" Noah Puckerman (1:48:07 AM): Seriously, she said that? Santana Lopez (1:48:20 AM): i paraphrased a little bit the meaning is the same Santana Lopez (1:48:25 AM): i was just too lazy to c/p Santana Lopez (1:48:50 AM): i think it's interesting though that she didn't call you sexy, or smokin' hot, or focus on your guns Santana Lopez (1:48:59 AM): she went straight to the heart of gold. Noah Puckerman (1:49:20 AM): I don't know. She's hot, but I don't know her that well. Santana Lopez (1:49:30 AM): k. Santana Lopez (1:49:36 AM): well, i won't set you up if you don't want Noah Puckerman (1:49:46 AM): I'm not sure I can afford to be choosy Santana Lopez (1:49:51 AM): yeah, you can. Santana Lopez (1:50:10 AM): you shouldn't settle just because you're desperate to be in love Santana Lopez (1:50:30 AM): but... this doesn't have to be love. this could just be you guys haivng a nice dinner and some conversation Noah Puckerman (1:51:09 AM): Yeah, I mean, I gotta date a little to find out what I want Santana Lopez (1:51:14 AM): exactly Noah Puckerman (1:51:49 AM): I guess you could talk to her, unless you think I shoudl Noah Puckerman (1:51:51 AM): *should Santana Lopez (1:51:58 AM): ask her out Noah Puckerman (1:52:10 AM): Okay, I will Santana Lopez (1:54:06 AM): ABORT ABORT ABORT Santana Lopez (1:54:22 AM): oh ok Santana Lopez (1:54:27 AM): she says everyone deserves one date Noah Puckerman (1:54:45 AM): lol Santana Lopez (1:55:27 AM): she's a virgin, so you know she won't just be going out with you to get laid Santana Lopez (1:55:51 AM): do you need money? Noah Puckerman (1:56:11 AM): no, I got money Santana Lopez (1:56:25 AM): i wasn't trying to dis you Santana Lopez (1:56:28 AM): just help Noah Puckerman (1:56:56 AM): I know, but I'm fine Santana Lopez (1:57:07 AM): kk Noah Puckerman (1:58:52 AM): She did say yes Santana Lopez (1:58:57 AM): :-D awesome Santana Lopez (1:59:05 AM): she thinks you're cute Noah Puckerman (1:59:41 AM): Well, I am hot Santana Lopez (1:59:47 AM): so fucking hot Noah Puckerman (2:08:03 AM): It's nice to hear someone say it Noah Puckerman (2:29:41 AM): I am freaking out, I have no idea where to take Sugar Noah Puckerman (4:19:50 AM): Santana, where am I supposed to take Sugar? Santana Lopez (4:20:05 AM): idk Santana Lopez (4:20:10 AM): i mean there's three ways you can go with it Santana Lopez (4:20:19 AM): you can do the super low key thing and take her to breadstix Santana Lopez (4:20:36 AM): you can do the "hey, i know who you are and i think that who you are is neat" thing and take her to the sugar shack :-P Santana Lopez (4:20:48 AM): or you can go the fancy route and take her to Luigis Noah Puckerman (4:21:14 AM): Hmm. I don't know. I want to impress her for sure Santana Lopez (4:21:22 AM): luigis is hell of expensive Santana Lopez (4:21:30 AM): but it's the classiest joint in town Noah Puckerman (4:23:37 AM): I know it's hella pricey, but I definitely want her to go out with me more than once if I'm making an effort. It will have to be Luigi's Santana Lopez (4:23:46 AM): wait Santana Lopez (4:23:55 AM): so you do want her to go out with you more than once? Noah Puckerman (4:24:11 AM): Well.... yeah Santana Lopez (4:24:18 AM): what are you gonna wear? Noah Puckerman (4:24:45 AM): That I have no fucking clue about Santana Lopez (4:26:17 AM): just don't wear what you wore to the wedding Santana Lopez (4:26:23 AM): cos she'll have seen that recently Santana Lopez (4:26:36 AM): you wanna make it look like you have more than one nice set of clothes, you know? Santana Lopez (4:26:54 AM): if you're strapped for something, i can ask diego - he's got suits and ties to spare Noah Puckerman (4:26:56 AM): That's true. But I so don't Noah Puckerman (4:28:43 AM): I've not got anything really nice enough for Luigi's Santana Lopez (4:29:01 AM): diego will hook you up if you want Santana Lopez (4:29:06 AM): but that makes me think of something else Santana Lopez (4:29:24 AM): is this a precedent you wanna set? going out of your way to impress her, scrimping and saving and borrowing to keep it up? Noah Puckerman (4:29:40 AM): She's used to ncie Noah Puckerman (4:29:42 AM): *nice Santana Lopez (4:29:43 AM): or do you wanna be more chillaxed? cos like... just cos she's got money, doesn't mean she expects that Santana Lopez (4:29:51 AM): yeah... but nice comes in all shapes and sizes Santana Lopez (4:30:00 AM): and it's not like you'll be taking her to a truck stop on the highway Santana Lopez (4:30:11 AM): breadstix is nice, it's relaxed, and you'll be able to be yourself Santana Lopez (4:30:27 AM): you'll also be able to afford like three dates there for what it would cost to take her to luigi's once Santana Lopez (4:30:49 AM): AND, you can wear more chillaxed clothes, which will mean you can be more chillaxed, and therefore be yourself more Noah Puckerman (4:31:06 AM): You've got a point Santana Lopez (4:31:07 AM): all you gotta do is just... be nice to her. listen to her stories, laugh at her jokes - not obnoxiously, but you know Santana Lopez (4:31:15 AM): make her feel like you're happy she's there with you Santana Lopez (4:31:25 AM): and like you're interested in what she has to say Santana Lopez (4:31:34 AM): that's... really all girls want. on a first date at east Santana Lopez (4:31:36 AM): least** Noah Puckerman (4:31:54 AM): I just, want what you have with Britt Santana Lopez (4:32:03 AM): i know babe Santana Lopez (4:32:10 AM): but me and britt... we were a lightening strike Santana Lopez (4:32:22 AM): we were eight years old, and i saw her across the playground Santana Lopez (4:32:29 AM): with the sun lighting her from behind Santana Lopez (4:32:34 AM): her hair all on fire with the light Santana Lopez (4:32:49 AM): and her smile... god. i knew right fucking then, i wouldn't ever wanna look any place else Noah Puckerman (4:33:03 AM): Wow, that's deep, dude Santana Lopez (4:33:07 AM): you think? Santana Lopez (4:33:29 AM): it felt like an angel had sat on my shoulder to tell me to go and talk to her Santana Lopez (4:33:36 AM): like it would be the most important thing i'd ever do Noah Puckerman (4:34:36 AM): Wow. The only person I felt that way about was Quinn Santana Lopez (4:34:43 AM): oh Santana Lopez (4:34:51 AM): i'm sorry, dude Noah Puckerman (4:35:03 AM): It's OK, I'm glad she's happy Santana Lopez (4:36:04 AM): you'll find someone. Santana Lopez (4:36:16 AM): just don't force shit with sugar. if she doesn't work out, there's millions of women in ny Santana Lopez (4:36:20 AM): i'll make it our mission Noah Puckerman (4:36:40 AM): I know, I don't want to force anything either Santana Lopez (4:37:41 AM): kk Noah Puckerman (4:38:13 AM): I just, I never feel like I can do the dating thing right Santana Lopez (4:38:21 AM): it's like i said Santana Lopez (4:38:24 AM): don't overthink it Santana Lopez (4:38:35 AM): all you have to remember, is to listen - properly Santana Lopez (4:38:41 AM): to smile, and to nod, and to answer her questions Santana Lopez (4:38:49 AM): just... make her feel like you feel lu cky to be with her. Noah Puckerman (4:40:15 AM): I definitely have a hard time doing that, it's not my usual mo Santana Lopez (4:40:35 AM): well, up till now you've been trying to get your dick wet, right? Santana Lopez (4:40:47 AM): it makes a person impatient, which doesn't make for good listening :-P Noah Puckerman (4:41:26 AM): yeah I know. :-P Santana Lopez (4:48:52 AM): i know you though Santana Lopez (4:49:07 AM): and one of these days, i know you're gonna be someone's daddy Santana Lopez (4:49:28 AM): strong arms and twinkling eyes and that baby cradled in your arms while you spin around the room, and you're both laughing Santana Lopez (4:49:42 AM): and soft guitar and singing at night when the baby is in the crib Santana Lopez (4:49:56 AM): and a treehouse, and soccer in the yard Noah Puckerman (4:54:12 AM): I don't know how you can think that Santana Lopez (4:54:22 AM): ...because i've met you Santana Lopez (4:54:26 AM): and because i've loved you Santana Lopez (4:54:29 AM): and because i know you. Santana Lopez (4:54:42 AM): it might not happen tomorrow, but it WILL happen. you don't know any other way to be. Noah Puckerman (4:57:12 AM): ......no one's ever said something that nice to me before Santana Lopez (4:57:21 AM): yeah well Santana Lopez (4:57:27 AM): don't go telling people i'm going soft Noah Puckerman (4:59:29 AM): I wouldn't dare Santana Lopez (4:59:50 AM): but seriously, puck? you're gonna such a fucking incredible dad Santana Lopez (5:00:06 AM): i envy your kids because there'll never be a better dad in the world, and you know how i know you can do it? Santana Lopez (5:00:14 AM): cos you know what it's like to have a dad that sucks. Santana Lopez (5:00:25 AM): no one who knows that kind of pain, could ever do it to someone ese Santana Lopez (5:00:26 AM): else* Noah Puckerman (5:03:26 AM): Yeah, I know, that's why I was glad to get back in Beth's life Santana Lopez (5:03:33 AM): exactly Santana Lopez (5:03:42 AM): you sell yourself short Santana Lopez (5:04:02 AM): you think that because some asshole stuck his dick in your mom and made you, you're doomed to turn out like him Santana Lopez (5:04:20 AM): but it isn't true, it's never been true, and you need to stop acting like you're this damaged, tragic character Santana Lopez (5:04:35 AM): you're stronger than you let yourself believe and listening to you whine is pissing me off :-P Noah Puckerman (5:04:49 AM): lol well tell me how you really feel, Lopez Santana Lopez (5:04:53 AM): lol Santana Lopez (5:04:58 AM): you know how i do Noah Puckerman (5:05:12 AM): I know :-P Santana Lopez (5:05:31 AM): what else can i say? except that you should be the change you want to see in the world Santana Lopez (5:05:33 AM): lol Santana Lopez (5:05:38 AM): you don't like your life? then change it Noah Puckerman (5:07:55 AM): seriously, did you really just say that? Santana Lopez (5:08:02 AM): say what Santana Lopez (5:08:06 AM): which part are you stumbling on Noah Puckerman (5:08:19 AM): the changing your life part Santana Lopez (5:08:26 AM): yeah? Santana Lopez (5:08:28 AM): so? Noah Puckerman (5:08:58 AM): It's just..... not something I ever thought you would say Santana Lopez (5:09:05 AM): yeah well Santana Lopez (5:09:13 AM): i guess i had a lot of thinking to do last year Santana Lopez (5:09:22 AM): when i was running from my feelings for b Santana Lopez (5:09:27 AM): but i just... got tired of running Santana Lopez (5:09:54 AM): and i thought... what am i running from? i hate this, i hate my life, i hate being scared all the time, i hate hiding and being so fucking angry that i can't just TELL THE WORLD I LOVE HER Santana Lopez (5:09:57 AM): i didn't like my life. Santana Lopez (5:09:59 AM): so i changed it. Santana Lopez (5:10:06 AM): i came out. Santana Lopez (5:10:18 AM): i mean it didn't make shit perfect. it fucked a lot of my shit up Santana Lopez (5:10:47 AM): but i built myself up again, and the life i have now is so much better, because i'm not running, hiding or lying. i took the things i didn't like, and i changed them, by taking away the reason i was doing them. Santana Lopez (5:11:01 AM): also? Santana Lopez (5:11:03 AM): b 10:09 pm Well, he's Puck it's hard not to love him Santana Lopez (5:11:13 AM): out of the mouths of hot babes Santana Lopez (5:11:16 AM): :-) Noah Puckerman (5:11:41 AM): lol I am glad she's not mad, I was afraid she would be Santana Lopez (5:12:14 AM): :-) so will you please believe me, and start living smarter? Noah Puckerman (5:13:20 AM): yes, I can try Santana Lopez (5:18:10 AM): thanks. Noah Puckerman (5:18:34 AM): You're welcome Santana Lopez (5:21:00 AM): you're hot Santana Lopez (5:21:17 AM): ...and hey. maybe the babies, that you'll be such a good daddy to? will be me and b's babies Noah Puckerman (5:21:34 AM): yeah, you're probably right Santana Lopez (5:21:43 AM): not that i think you won't have your own Noah Puckerman (5:22:01 AM): I am sure I will provided someone loves me PezBiatchSLopez signed off at 6:52:31 AM