angelina johnson is just a little bitter. (notangelic) wrote in may02,
Running a hand through her hair, she let out another breath. She reminded herself that being calm was the best thing right now, despite that she still felt partly like breaking down into tears. She was pretty sure that going the crying girl route on George wouldn't make this any better or easier though. It would be awkward. Especially since Angelina was pretty sure that the last time she'd cried, she'd been eight.
"I don't know." Angelina shook her head and gestured from herself to him. "We aren't even in a relationship, I don't know anything about raising a baby, I've picked pretty much the most unstable career possible, and I'm twenty-one. But..." But she also didn't want to not try; it felt like giving up.
The list, really, could actually have gone further than that, if she honestly had the time to explain all her feelings. The point was that she was scared either way. Because what if she made a decision and ended up regretting it? What happened then?