Re: Tergiversate
She had a feeling that he had a feeling this had been on the horizon. It was mutual, she supposed. He heard her. Good... Now he wanted to know what she needed...
Zap stood and her hands came together to twiddle random fingers with one another. "I don't know. I feel obligated to be here; not just as a job, but because this is where my family is." In all senses. "I have no idea what to do with this... I'm legitimately at a loss here." Her eyes probably read loud and clear 'help me', so she closed them like a complete jackass. Get it together.
Her shoulders relaxed and Zap opened her eyes to look at Thor. "We've been married for two months. We failed. I failed. This isn't a job or a relationship someone can just quit. This is..." Bigger than that. "There's no winning here. I wish you," she laughed a little and clamped her lips shut between her teeth, "I wish you would've just slept with Sif." Things might've been easier, she thought as she let the rest of her laugh out through her nose.