[Subaru stops breathing for a second, everything just stopping for a heartbeat or two as he processes that and tries to keep himself from understanding it. The heat floods back into him and he's not cold anymore, and his face gets hot and he realizes a little numbly that's because he's started crying all over again and they've barely started talking. He lets out a choked sort of gasp before he's really aware of it and buries his face into his knees, clinging to himself like he'd cling to Hokuto, if she was here. He sits like that for a few moments, and eventually manages to look back up, wiping furiously at his eyes for a few seconds and not quite managing to look at Kamui.]