Soubi-- [he replies through helpless, gasping sobs; Ritsuka rarely cries, but today he simply can't stop] he lied-- [the words hold tight in his throat but he forces them out] he-- he knew-- Seimei's alive and he didn't-- [he huddles in on himself, hoping desperately for Roxas's hands to slide from his shoulders and pull him into a warm, safe embrace, but too lost in his tears to ask]