I know! ...I know. [He does, he really does. He knows it from everything. His mother killed herself thanks to it, it broke him, and people are fighting Agito every day on their world...]
Spending three years in a cage lets you know that...but that doesn't mean I have to like it. That I can't try to change it, just a little. [Just so he doesn't have to fight] I won't kill anyone again...I can't. [It hurt too much]