[She offers a sad smile as she looks down at her hands.]
Being myself doesn't stop them from expecting things. Or talking about the future, their past, like I should know it. Or expecting me to be the person I was two years ago or will be years from now.
[In the past two days she'd seriously considered asking Jaden to erase her program from the framework. She hadn't, mostly because she wasn't sure what it would do to her body or if she'd just come back again. Maybe she'd ask him about what would happen the next time they talked.]
And I honestly don't know what Oliver wants. He's not exactly an open book; I just don't want to lose him. If I have to hide how I feel it wouldn't be the first time.