Maybe. I've been thinking about it a lot and I don't know what to do.
[She doesn't want him to think that she wants something out of him, but in a way she does. Or rather there's something she doesn't want. She doesn't want to be thrown away or replaced. She doesn't want to lose him from her life. It's that fear that's kept her stagnant and his not reaching out has only worsened her fear of it.]