[She can't look at him, so she looks down at the pictures. Her fingers move toward the ones of her and Oliver before she turns their course and ghosts over one of the people that isn't here, Diggle. She misses him. She misses the advice that he gives - even when you don't want it. She misses his support and friendship.
Not that Ray hasn't given her all those things, but Diggle is different. He's outside of all this.]
Honestly, no matter how much I love him, he doesn't love me. And I do want to try and make this work. I promise.
[The problem was that if Oliver wanted her ... if that were to happen, she knows she'd want to be with him. Except she also knows that's a pipe dream.]