Well, I... I kind of didn't know how things would work out. How do I get a happily ever after if I have a home to go back to? I felt really guilty about wanting to have this other timeline work out - I, well. [Confession time?] I decided to try and pursue it if I could, even if that made me feel like shit when it comes to leaving my world in peril. But if all my friends end up dying, if some of them are in limbo here and if I bite the bullet too?
[...] Maybe it just works out better, somehow. Maybe this is why I can count on- why I can hope for a different life. Or just a chance at it with Aidan. Without feeling shitty and selfish.