I tend not to dwell on things, really. I mean most of the time I'm the guy who keeps the morale up. Doesn't mean It doesn't add up over time. Worse when you're reminded of the things you'd rather not.
A year ago I was trying to move on, engaged, and then a time travler tried to get to us by threatening our loved ones.
I had to see my fiance again, who had died two years prior.