[Does it count if you're only here because you have massive potential to screw up and get addicted in a fake future? Or that you grew up with substance abusing parents in the cuckoo nest and are probably heading that way sometime soon... Or both, with a lot of other issues simmering for too long on the stovetop. He doesn't want to be here. Yet here he is, picking at the rim of his coffee cup and staring down at it rather than making eye contact with anyone else in the room.]