[It was hard for him to keep eye contact with Keith. All he kept picturing was when he had attacked the younger Paladin. He hadn't recognized him then, but he knew what he had done now.
Finally he couldn't keep eye contact anymore, his gaze shifting to the bandage on his arm. He had done that. Why had he been so weak to let that happen?
There weren't enough words to explain his thoughts right now and yet he could barely bring up one word. It had been a long time since he's felt this way, like he just didn't know what to do now. Though he couldn't remember specific events that lead to it, he remembered feeling this way before]