[ You know when you pretend you don't need something because it's less painful than actually giving into the aching, gnawing desperation that's been hollowing out your soul for the past few forever? And then you get it and that dam bursts and what I'm saying is Kirk's desperation is matched easily. Wade wraps his arms around him, soaking up the healing powers of warm, affectionate physical contact, hoping against hope that he won't be crying when this is over. ]