I don't know. I suppose I must have done, but I can't remember doing it! [Which is a lot of what's worrying him, and making him feel so helpless.]
I mean, there must have been a lot of times in the early days, when we were back at Torchwood. We might have been shagging but he was still - you know - the office junior. But that's - that's like ancient history now, especially after yesterday!
[He grimaces, and takes a big sip of vodka, gasping at the burn, loving the fire of it.]