[Sighing]I know neither of us were being very rational. I just… He never said anything before, you know? I mean, okay, he did say he liked having Spike because he can talk to him – and I've found Spike surprisingly easy to talk to myself! – but I thought that meant he was happy with that and didn't want to talk to me. I had no idea it was this big a deal!
And maybe it wasn't before yesterday, I don't know. I know yesterday was fake but it did give him a long time to think about this and let it fester and maybe it's just got really big in his head because of that, that he feels he can't talk to me, but I still don't know what to do about that.
[He gives another snort of dry laughter, and reaches across her for the vodka – and a plastic cup, since she brought them.] I came into this this morning thinking that my sleeping around was going to be the big issue. I had no idea!