[She squeezes back.] Reid and I were broken up when the marriage thing happened. [She ducks her head.] My first thought the next morning was just feeling miserable that I'd cheated on him and afraid he'd be upset. Even though I couldn't cheat on him then. And then the whole thing just reminded me of how alone and unloved I felt. [She swallows and charges forward because he should answer his question better.]
Before that when we were together there was some attraction, but outside of mistletoe kisses nothing ever happened. [Maybe a shared dream? She can't remember. The order of events blur with time and how many happen. It's every few days. Hard to keep it straight in your head. She doesn't remember it ever being a problem so nothing comes to mind.] We'd dance together and sometimes he'd get a little jealous, but I always went home with him. [She'll skip the part about how they always had the best sex after he was a little jealous.]