[ She knows what it's about, or he hopes that she does. Maybe it's been twenty years but how it went down back then left everything askew. She was so fast to move on. Sometimes he wonders if she had moved on before they even broke up. It's happened before. Either way, it's the worst situation possible for him to find himself in when he's like this, disoriented, depressed, borderline suicidal. Who'd want to get a glimpse of what could've been when you're basically hitting rock bottom? ]