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For me, when I lost Prue, that was the hardest, I think. I was young when my mom died, and my grandmother... well, that was expected. Her health wasn't the greatest. But losing Prue, especially after everything that had happened to us after learning about being witches and all that was really hard. The three of us had bonded really strongly, something we hadn't had with each other in a very long time.
It took a while to figure out what exactly it was that was getting to me about her death. Why did I want her back so badly? There was the loss itself. I was angry... at the demon that had killed her, and, as silly as it sounds, at her for dying. I was even angry at Leo for not being able to save her, even though it wasn't his fault.
I lashed out a lot. [Even turned into a Fury for a while, but that was a little hard to explain...] But I needed to express what I was feeling and stop holding it all in all the time. It wasn't until I faced it and admitted it that I was really able to work on how I felt.
I'm a bit better now. I still miss her. I always will. But I've accepted it. It's how things are now.