That was my fault, the soul. He attacked me and Jack retaliated with the soul. I'm glad he has, and I'm glad I was able to fall in love with him, but I wish it could be done differently. [He and Spike have been over this a thousand time and there's no right solution. And while trying to understand what Spike was going trough after it was what led to their relationship he still wishes it could have happened any other way now.]