[Honestly, Spike? Does everything have to be a sex reference with you? ;-)
He watches as Spike writes but the name the napkin eventually shows him is hardly a surprise. He chuckles lightly.] I'm not sure I have anything new to confess about Ianto!
[He thinks for a bit, and then lifts his gaze to Spike's.] One of my biggest regrets, for a long time, was that even when he was dying in my arms, I couldn't tell him I loved him. I couldn't even really admit it to myself, until I'd lost him, that first time.