[ Should've seen that coming really and it's a complicated topic to breach even if he knows what Jack is after — the sexy parts, of which there are very few. That one time, in the early days, out of boredom or perhaps it was all part of the young upstart yipping around the Alfa's heels. He had no shame in admitting that then, before Angel got his soul. He was Yoda. Angelus was everything and then he was nothing but pitiful.
It takes him a moment before he gets the words together. ]
I remember lying awake at night. There ain't no moonlight after midnight. There was fuck all else to do.