[She wants to say something in the moment, but she knows she'll sing it, possibly in a rhyme scheme or with existing lyrics and she just doesn't want that to be what this moment is about. She doesn't know exactly what she wants it to be about. She came because he meant a lot to both of them. She needed to check on Reid. She needed to be with someone who understood. But they aren't what they were and they aren't what she hopes they'll eventually beāreal friends.
She still loves the man sitting next to her on the bench, but things are different now. The ease of being with each other is gone. She hopes they'll work their way back to that at least. But that isn't her mission for today.
She pulls paper and pen from her bag as he reaches the end of the song, quietly sketching out, "I couldn't find him."]