That's hard for me to picture. [She loves pretty intensely when she loves. Then again there's no allure left in her home. If there was still a world to go back to, a team, a family... Maybe she'd do the same. When it came to living in a dying world with Piotr or destroying everything for the chance of something better where they might not be together at all she took it. Even when it cost her everything or would have if the wardens hadn't abducted her. Rescued her.]