action; oddly enough, that is the way that my brain read it
[Yes, good. He definitely wants to be with her in a her-relaxing-and-leaning-on-him way.]
Nothing will change. [Maybe Kitty doesn't have any certainty because he took it all.] I have been reluctant to be too together with anyone since leaving the other prison, when Lucy and I chose to go to our own homes. It was a decision that we made mutually and I don't regret that, but... [But he isn't sure how to put what bothered him about it into words.] I would not want to hurt someone by choosing my home over staying with them.