3/4
[ He thought-- he's imagined so many responses when he finally admitted...
But he'd been so sure. So sure the worst case scenario, and also the most likely one, was Suzaku simply refusing to believe him.
Now, it turns out... the idea that they'd worked together, that ultimately Lelouch would have tried to do right... is one Suzaku accepts easily enough.
And the real horror is older, deeper. It leaves Lelouch feeling -- helpless. ]