Yes, it was opposite all at the same time. Kija was far more reckless when fighting. He was powerful, of course, and did know what he was doing, but Jae-Ha still found him not being entirely mindful of his actions. It wasn't just Yona who would be devastated were something to happen to him.
There was no hiding how Kija cringed. It made him feel guilty all over again.
He frowned and lifted a hand to Kija, fingertips only lightly touching the other's abdomen before drawing back again. ". . .I really am sorry about that. I should have thought more about how we both had been drinking. That wasn't the time to spar." Not that it affected Jae-Ha nearly as much. He knew Kija would make a comeback with hardly being drunk at all, but still.