[There is definitely adoration in his eyes as she pulls away. In that moment, Hak's every emotion is on display including a sense of awe and wonder concerning what just happened. He still isn't convinced this isn't a dream. When he looks back at her, he feels content. Complete.
The whisper of his name brings him back to reality though. After years of fighting with himself, struggling to maintain composure no matter how his feelings conflicted with what she needed and wanted--he'd failed.
That was the bottom line. It didn't matter if she'd kissed him back, that was something he couldn't think about because he'd done the unthinkable to the one person he sworn to put first. He'd selfishly taken from her something he didn't even have the right to ask from her.
For only a moment, the reality is painted on his face. The pain, horror and heartbreak he feels a visual representation--and then suddenly as quickly as it came--it's gone. Shuttered behind a long ago perfected mask of indifference.]
Sorry. I know I promised not to tease you anymore...