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[She blushes. Yes, actually blushes.] I don't know. I mean, I've never thought about him that way. [Except for the time she was in love with him and happy together in her dream which was definitely a running theme in those dreams. Was it about Pavel or just about what she wants in life?
But of course she didn't think about him that way before. She was with Reid. She couldn't. She wouldn't. And Jack's right too. There's no reason she couldn't at least think about it now.]
It'd be a hell of a way to lose another best friend though. [She hopes she and Reid stay friends, but best friends feels long past. Or at least not immediately reappearing in their future. She doesn't like the idea of messing things up with Pavel and losing him too.]