[It's funny because deep past all this in her mind, all the thoughts about still hating Tyki Mikk and not wanting to go to the Compass-- now the Dive there's something else that's still sitting there more solidly nagging at her conscience. It's the idea that if she can see the problems now with what the DF did to Spike, that she has to also acknowledge the wrong they did to Tyki too. No matter how much she felt driven for it at the time, no matter how much she hated the guy, they did him wrong too.
It fucking sucks to acknowledge it. But if she could do it for Spike and Daniel Cross?
Another sigh. And this isn't sarcasm:] Because you... are a wonderful person?
I... I get it. I know, I know. We're stuck in this fishbowl and we're stuck with it and everything that's happened. We have to make the best of it rather than let it rot, right? You... You're doing good. I never said you weren't.