[No recoil. No disgust. Part of her just wants to stop here and believe that everything is okay knowing he understands it wasn't her fault. Her choice. And it wasn't, but that doesn't mean it's that simple anymore either. She's been feeling worried and confused for the last few days. And if this is going to be real with Reid then it needs to be real. And honest. It's who she is. It's what she needs and she just hopes it's not too much for him.]
I was in love with them in the dream. [Her voice sound small. Apologetic even if it wasn't her fault.]
Back home, I was hunted. Hated. I had to fight every day to survive. To protect my team. But it was never like this. Never just someone constantly trying to twist up my emotions and my attachments until they're unrecognizable. [Softer.] This place saved my life and I still really hate it sometimes.