No, no, it's not a problem. I mean some people have a problem with it. I don't. [He did grow up around some toxic masculinity that seeped in though so comfort level is not high. Plus, exposure to it is fairly low. And god help him he's this close to saying "I'm friends with Ianto, but he holds it back."]
I just...didn't mean to be participating. [So enthusiastically. And that is he worst and most confusing part of the dreams. Yes, plural. Jack was involved too. He enjoyed them...a lot. So what does that mean? Is it a warden thing? Is it a thing he should lock away as far as possible thing? Is it a...maybe he should think about it thing? Think about what it means, not think about doing it again just because it felt good and he's lonely. That would be...crazy.] I'm sorry for being a jerk. I'm in my own head about this and it's not like you asked for any of it either. [Except maybe in a moaning kind of way.]