I... wish I knew what I did that made him dislike me so much. [Sincerely. No matter how she tries, there's just not a lot that's worked with Ichiru.] I'm pretty sure he'd be happiest if I just disappeared. [So it doesn't surprise her that he wont come if she's there.]
But I don't think you really intend to give up. No one ever really gives up on family. [Even when they do terrible things.]