[In the end... a kind of love like that she just isn't capable of fathoming. It's different, too, from the distorted feelings between both her and Kaname. Even now- even with the explanation, somehow Ichiru's motivations remain a mystery.
Kaname has always been a mystery to her. But even in the mysteriousness of his being, there are still motivations she understands.
Obsession. Twisted love, Loneliness.
He thought what he was doing was right, even when knowing that it would result in the murder of others. She can't understand it all, but she thinks, no matter how wrong or messed up, she knows what Kaname wants in the end.
Peace. And he isn't even seeking it for himself. With Ichiru, she just can't understand. After a moment of quietness, her brows furrow together. What can she say to it all?]
I... worry about your safety with Ichiru-kun. [He may love Zero. But his love for him has nearly destroyed him in the past.] I want to get along with him. I want you to be happy with him, too. [Truly she does.]
But I don't trust him with you. [And even less so would she trust him with Ai.]